i feel so weak

Friday, April 13, 2007

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i feel like lying down on my bed...and not face my mum ever again...she just HURT me..calling me a bastard when i am her own daugther...image your own mum calling you that...just think of it when ya own mum dont believe you are going out with ya best friend...and say this words to you"only bastard ppl like you only believe ya own lies"....and next breaking things in ya room...plus the thing she broke it meant so much to you...when she know it...and asking you to stop meeting that someone when that person is just a close friend to you only...and warn you if you continue meeting that someone she will stop ya education in sch....FARK UP!!!COME ON JUST TELL ME HOW DO YOU FEEL?....*while i am typing all this shit out...my tears just start to flow...*

i just cant stop thinking of what happen yesterday....is just so hurting...i have never once seen a mother like this b4...only my bitch mother does that...gonna ignore her till i am happy....if not i am not gonna talk to her...

sch gonna start pretty soon for me...so btw i see her at night...i might be sleeping...so i dont really see much of her...that is GOOD....

is already 7sth...no one have bought back dinner for me...i guess my mum must be out with her friends...and ya i cant go out...she f-ing dont let me out...grrr...think i shall cook instant noodles...

KARMA KARMA KARMA.....
what goes ard comes ard what goes up must come down!!!!

how i wish my sister will see this entry and at least tell my mum abt it....fark it..

full stop for today's entrance...no mood to continue...

*randall thks for droppnig by and pass me those things...oh ya i know you bought the key chain thing that i wanted..thks ah..shall catch up pretty soon*

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