i feel so weak

Monday, March 19, 2007

i receive a letter from ite few days back asking me to pay my sch fee on the 27 march..i wanted to reappeal to ADMIN on my second thought...but if i pay my sch fee then i cannot reappeal...well actually i can...but is just throwing $$ to ite la..so decided to take BIT....=)

less then 1 month time..i am going back to sch..few more weeks to go partying...then back to serious...i am scare i am still not use to it yet...cause for the past few days i have been sleeping ard like 4-5 sth...and wake up ike ard 2 sth in the afternoon...gosh...i haven even get my things for sch...sch shoe..bag..pencil case...i am very particular abt it...i want to get sth that is very diff...u wouldnt see everyone using it...gone to many places but still i haven seen anything i like..i saw this shoe which i like at everlast but so sad they dont have my size...wth la...grrr.....so ya..this moring i put alarm 10am to wake myself...but fail...i cannot wake up...damn...

anyway i feel like i have dissappointed my parents alot after that day i run away from home...my dad have been looking down on me...have been quite rebellious behind their back...going out so often and less acc my parents at home...spending so much $$ till i am broke end up they give me $$...haiz...i hope this time me going back to ite...i will change...change for the better but not for the worst...

up to now..i haven get my pay from my former bosses...WTF man..it have been so long till now i still dont have...fuck them....

i feel like going to sentosa this week...so long i haven get myself tanned...kk i know i am already tanned...but i mean evenly tanned..cause my tan is so uneven...bleax...i will see how it goes this week...=)

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