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tanning
shopping
zara
mango
topshop
cammmie
FeArs
getting fat
pimples
being single forever
no $$
no friends
HaTeS
bastards
liars
stealers
two faces
smokers
wIsHeS
GET INTO A HIP HOP DANCE CLASS
someone who can fulfill my wishes
to find my love of my life
anna sui perfume
a tube dress
big black bag
big white bag
a better hp then what i am using now
digi cam
black jeans
more clothes
go to higer nitec
adidas jacket
want to be more mature
open a shop of my own
my life will be better

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Tuesday, February 27, 2007

went to ite for interview...dont know if i will get accept...=(...anyway call up my former boss...surpurisly he never shoout at me but talk to me nicely...yeah..i can get my pay soon..but dont know when...=)...can i trust him?anyway slept for 4hrs only...wanna slp now...b4 my 7o'clock show start is 626pm now...so tata...


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Monday, February 26, 2007

wahahahahahaha....the bitch edit her entry AGAIN....

What a loser. She deleted her blog after that, but i’m still monitoring her tag-board…i think she got a new blog right after she deleted the http://princessfeelings.blogspot.com one with Char’s and my pictures in it because people are still tagging.

i dont think ppl are as bo liao as them to tag my blog man....SUCKER....


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here is a pic of me b4 i leave my hse to go out....haha...

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Sunday, February 25, 2007

ppl say hi to MONSTER

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Randal- jia you chelsea! (= says:
no matter what girl u become
Randal- jia you chelsea! (= says:
u will be my beloved mei mei
Randal- jia you chelsea! (= says:
lol


thanks...=)


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wahaha.....read this youself...someone bitch me...

SHE STOLE MY PICTURE. It was on my previous blog (http://poobler.blogspot.com). It is mine, i took it, i edited it, i posted it. I. I I I I I I I. DO YOU GET IT, MISS PRINCESS? Pff. I AM ANGRY. YOU MAKE ME ANGRY, YOU BLOODY DIE. Now watch this girl slowly whither and disappear into nothingness…the world is becoming a better place.
ELIZA. Thanks for being such a bloody copy cat (copying is a form of flattery - she wants to be me) - but i’m sorry, you can’t be me. =) Sad, isn’t it? Yeah, i know. SO STOP TRYING. It’s fine if you want to take the picture - just be nice and bloody CREDIT ME. Like they say - treat others how you want to be treated. But i am above that - i will not rip one of your (ugly) pictures to get back at you. Because they make me wanna puke.
Extract from Eliza’s blog (she stole one of Char’s pictures too, btw):
EXTRACT
i saw this two pic from a two diff site i think is cool…so ya…putting it here….share it with everyone..=P
ps:dont get high after seeing it…haha..
(Vanessa says: the only person who will get “high” after seeing this is you, you deprived piece of shit.)


K, end of extract. From http://princessfeelings.blogspot.com. See, at least i credit you, Eliza…but for what, i don’t know.
If you read this, don’t bother trying to argue/fight/whatever with me. That is not an option of yours, since you bloody hell started all this nonsense by being a total copy cat.
Apologise.


oh well i change my url already....so it doesnt bother me...
suprisly i wasnt angry at all...but i was laughing throghout the whole entry..haha...=P


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haha...webcamming with my cousin...he is handsome right?haha....

he doesnt know i took a pic of him...but i think he will know soon...hehe..=)


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this is how bored i am....


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i going insane...im talking rubbish to everyone...sry if i say sth wrongly just now...


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oh well....lost in gambling again...haha...but it doesnt matter to me...as long i dont lost over 20 bucks...=)...gosh slept for only...er...wait let me think...i slept at 6 and woke up at 2...so 8 hrs of slp....omg not enough...i wanna slp more...dont know why but feeling giddy now..btw was talking to my friend on the phone yesterday...recently she just gave birth...she was telling me her exprience...omg...it make me not wanting to get preganant at all...well i dont even want to get pregnant in the first place..but she make me feel so scare now...haha...next week...must cut down on gambling...cause sian already...this one whole week i have been gambling so many times...haha...

this is a msg from one of my friend few days back
love is abt loving someone for everyting.bad and good points..so i jiayou you to find someone you truly love.
well thks anyway...but i hope he find his true love soon...


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Saturday, February 24, 2007

i saw one of my friend's nick...and she put this site on her pm...i decided to watch it...i think i should share it with everyone...pls dont get scare after it...

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i realize sth in my life...that GUYS are not good things at all....let me list down the things that i think...

1 they always like hurting us gals
2 they like lying
3 play behind our back
4 fuck you and run away
5 horny bastards
6 they like to sweet talk to ya
7 even though they are in a relationship with you they might tell ppl they are single
8 they are already married but got a gf outside
9 your guy is in a club...he might dance with the gal there

the list just go now la...no offence...but this is how i feel la..from what i see and experience...is there really a good guy out there...to me 20% of singaporean guys are good...they might be taken up already..if not u got to slowly find...to me after getting into a few relationship and seeing my friends getting hurt...i realiza my thinking now is much diff...i have learn to be smarter and be more alert with guys....to me now i am not serious in relationship...unless i think i found the right guy...right now i wil enjoy flirting with ppl..since guys can flirt why cant gals too...=)


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Friday, February 23, 2007

CNY pic is up...well partly of it...cause so far this is what i have....=)

dont get shock after seeing this pic...cause there is alot of food on the table...

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well can really remember what food they have...total there were like 18 dishes...too many to remember..haha...but they started cooking since 530am...


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this is my mum's boss hse...it look really nice...=)


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make a guess what is this...haha...


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Thursday, February 22, 2007

life is like shit....trust me!!!


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a funny thing happen yesterday...haha...

anyway i hope i can get into higer nitec now...dont want to work already...sick of it....

amy thanks for listening to my crap this morning...=))

omg i dont know why i hard time sleeping last night...tonight must sleep early...only got like 4 hrs of slp....


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to you...!!!

these is for you

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Wednesday, February 21, 2007

yesterday went out with randall watch ghost rider....nice show...i lost $$ again....super sianz...


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Monday, February 19, 2007

i won my $$ back!!!!!yeah!!!!today my aunt hse rock the hse man...she got a K system..then everyone was singing....omg..those adult was singing so awfully la....haha...anyway enjoy myself today...yeah....=))

sorry these pastt few days too lazy to blog....


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Sunday, February 18, 2007

omg....i lost so much today...shit man...gonna win it back tmr....anyway ate so much today...gonna grow fat soon..haha...=P


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Saturday, February 17, 2007

oh shit!!i think that person know i steal the mp3 song from that stranger blog...shit...gosh when i go back to the blog he totally change his blog song already....so sorry to steal it from ya...but i just really like thos song ya...if u are reading it...i am sorry alright?anyway today back to my ah ma house for reunion dinner...super sian...there is nth much to do..the food there suck...steam boat...my little cousin is so rude...how i wish i could slap her face just now..my gosh la..anyway now i am back home already...thank god...tmr i will be back there again...hope at least i got better things to do...=)...anyway today my dad rock like big time...i dont know if he is inane or sth...ok wait i shouldnt be so bad to call him insane...maybe he is....he gave me money today....usually he wouldnt...ok wait he will like 20 bucks...he will never give me more then that...but today...haha..think he just struck 4D he dont want to tell me...haha...=P...anyway to everyone out there...happy CNY!!


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Friday, February 16, 2007

woke up super early today just to get my nails done...my gosh..damn tired la..i had to rush out of the house if not we will be late for our appointment...i was so scare that i will see anybody ard at clementi area..haha...i look so ugly today..=p..tmr is new year eve hope i can enjoy myself tmr..and hope i will get my mood back for tmr...=))


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just woke up after a short nap...my head is still not feeling well...feeling abit giddy...my god..anyway edit my blog abit today..hope is nice...but the mp3 player..i stole it from someone blog...like some stranger blog..haha..hope that person dont mind..cause the song which is inside the player..are all my fav song too loazy to make one myself so ya...hehe...=P...anyway gonna play AS...so long never play...haha...tata..


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Thursday, February 15, 2007

today is just any normal day for me...feeling so sian...and haven been going to work these past few days...so sianz...i am thinking of quitting that job...today and tmr my mum will be off....super duper sian la...then she ask me to go out with her later to town...dont know if i want to a not...very sian lehz...acc her to do her hair...then sit there and slp huh...sianz...aiya dont know what wrong with me these past few days...mood have been pretty moody...and reckless...this yr my mood for CNY is down...no mood to celebrate...no mood to go visiting...sianz..someone cheer me up pls...=)

anyway i just realize something in life...why does everyone like to look down on themsleves...to me i believe there is a positive side of everyone...is up to us...which side we want to see...to me i rather look on the positive side of that person..to mee...i still cant find out anything good abt myself...hope i will know myself even better next time...


now i am praying so hard i can get into ite...studying can kill half of my day for me..i dont have to think what shal i do everyday or what shld i wear...it have been decided for me already....

i miss my past in smss


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i regretted going out with my mum i swear man....since i step out of the house with her...her bloody mouth couldnt keep shut...my god...nag at me this and that...i mean who will like it la...in the bus her nagging wouldnt stop...and even when we got into her friend's shop to get our hair cut...her nagging continue...at that moment how i wish i could just walk off and take a bus home...i am serious...i was having a headache the whole day...i mean now i am still having it la...wth..anyway i met up with my boss today...omg she is so nice la...i mean she ask me if i got enough cash with now...then i was like er ya...then she was like nvm i pass you 50 bucks first from there i will deduct from ya pay...omg she is so nice...haha..dont think the wrong way...i dont like her ppl... anyway tmr will be another day out with her again...my god save me sia...i am so sick of it...totally no mood now...shall eat more chocolate to cheer myself up...hope that will make me feel better...=))


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Tuesday, February 13, 2007

today is V day...fuck i am all alone...for the very first time...i hate this kind of feeling man..omg save me pls...when i did know that V day was just few more days to go my mood was just down...sometime i just wish i cld just get myself stuck at home...avoid crowded places today...but sometimes how i wish i can be out there like with my stead...haiz this kind of feeling it suck...trust me..dont know what shall i do this evening...i have beem yearning for a hug badly now hoping it will cheer me up...anyway gonna do sth else to kill time for myself...


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Monday, February 12, 2007



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Saturday, February 10, 2007

so much thing have been happeing...but there is one thing i am praying so hard now is that i can get back to ite to study..just miss them so much...work have been pretty good for me...well my fucking former boss is still gonna hold on to my pay...WTF man...they was saying sth like they are still waiting for BMC reply...what are they gonna do to me for using their name...i was like wtf...OMG they sound a sch pricipal to me la..anyone reading it will agree with me man...my god...cant stand them..fucking bitch and bastard...anyway so sian i was alone today at the pushcart that new gal ran away..i was like er..ok...but later part of the day amy acc me..haha..she help me to serve my customer...haha...=P....anyway no mood to continue writing...but ya...shall try to blog more often..alright tata...=)


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Monday, February 05, 2007

first day of work for me today...haha...was ok la...but sianz lehz...one week work 6 days...super sianz la...haha..most the hrs i am there...there was a power failure...so that actually stop us from havnig sales...like wth..nvm..my boss was ard to see it herself..hha...=P...no more towning for me on sat...so sad...

anyway i wanna stand up on my own..not gonna lean on you...

sorry for treating you cold..sorry for not being as close to you as b4...

i have to learn it this way...i know this is the way i can be strong..

i feel a lack in my life now and i need my confidence back...

no one can get it back but me...


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Sunday, February 04, 2007

i am totally sick of aguring...i am sick of ya temper and attuide...leave me alone...

i will get use to it


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Saturday, February 03, 2007

yesterday we club mos....wheee...so cool man...really...first time stepping into it...when i first step into mos omg it was damn freaky cold la...but when u start gettnig high and dance on the dance floor....wahaha....i was like sweating all the way....rock man it was R n B all the way...not like other club i go...rock music...like wth how to dance to it la...but had fun yesterday...just that someone show me AP yesterday not gonna say who...dance till 4...then went to eat mac breakfast..haha..then headed to nat house...eeeeewwww i cant even bathe la..cause will wake the parents up...bo bain got to slp without bathing...slept for afew hrs..then went down to eat our lunch then left her house abt 2sth....went over xing house...omg...i was so sleepy and we slept for like 3hrs+..haha...bei tahan...later part of the day met up with nat ting fen and her bf at town...nat and ting wanted to play pool...omg i cant even concentrate at all man..haha..then abt er....forgotten the time la...we headed back home...now home sweet home...lucky tmr got nth on...i can slp whatever time i want to....haha...gtg now...tata...


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Friday, February 02, 2007

i am at pacific coffee cafe waiting for xing to finish her lesson...then later head down to nat house....omg i pray so hard that she will be allowed to go clubbing sia....i am so excited...for the first time my mum let me stay out cause i gave some lame excuses and i am going to club....as in i did club b4 la...but only for awhile this time i can club till anytime i want to...haha...after that i am going to nat house and stay....cant wait...haha..hope i dont feel too tired tmr...i still want te enegry to go out...haha...=P...i shall cotinue to crap more on my blog cause i got nth else to do and plus i still have like another half an hour more to go be that fat pig come down...haha...=P...i feel so free when i am not working sia...but no $$ is coming into my pocket...sad...haiz...think i am gonna find for another job after CNY....=)...hope i will find a better pay job...hope god can hear my prayer...k la i really cannot think of what else to crap here...so i shall end here...and see what else i can do online...haha...=)


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