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tanning
shopping
zara
mango
topshop
cammmie
FeArs
getting fat
pimples
being single forever
no $$
no friends
HaTeS
bastards
liars
stealers
two faces
smokers
wIsHeS
GET INTO A HIP HOP DANCE CLASS
someone who can fulfill my wishes
to find my love of my life
anna sui perfume
a tube dress
big black bag
big white bag
a better hp then what i am using now
digi cam
black jeans
more clothes
go to higer nitec
adidas jacket
want to be more mature
open a shop of my own
my life will be better

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Sunday, October 15, 2006

just woke up...still abit blur...but i still want to blog...i am so sick of life...so sick of crying...dont know what i feel like doing now...msn personel msg:i'm tired..i'm very tired..bye my ex-gf...gosh that is so catching everyone attention....well it doesnt matter to me...is her nick..i cant stop her...well it seem that she like all her friend to know abt it....then later pity her..gosh...nvm...attention seeker...

well life haven been really good for me...i feel so hurt inside...but i hate acting infront of my friends that i am ok...how i wish that i just cry it out in front of them...but haiz...sth is just holding me back....i feel so hurt inside...i wanna go out but cant find for anyone to go out with...i hate the feeling of being at home now...i need to breathe fresh air...i need someone to acc me so i will not think abt it alr...

i rather feel all the hurt now then next time..the pain in my heart now is just killing me...well maybe i was the one who wanted this all along...maybe it will be better this way...we will see...gonna leave it to fate now....


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