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GET INTO A HIP HOP DANCE CLASS
someone who can fulfill my wishes
to find my love of my life
anna sui perfume
a tube dress
 big black bag
big white bag
a better hp then what i am using now
digi cam
black jeans
more clothes
go to higer nitec
 adidas jacket
want to be more mature
 open a shop of my own
my life will be better

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Friday, October 27, 2006

today got no work at all....wheee....off day..=)....went down to clementi play arcade with my friend....then later she had to rush down to work....left me alone...=( was looking for a friend to slack out with...finally found a friend...diao...she wanted to go to IMM....for what? S.H.E autograph...sianz...bo bian...at least can kill time for me...haha...then when we reach there...my god so many ppl la..and plus it was super hot...didnt join her with the queue cause my god...trust me i never chase a idol for so long alr...no offence but i think is really childish....then i wanted aside for her....then waited abt 1 hr....then we head home alr....when i reach home..i was talking to one of my guy friend he was complaining to me abt his army life...haha...pity him....anyway jia you la k....only 2 yrs....hehe....anyway this msg to someone....u shld know who la....you better tc of yourself when u club ya....miss ya...


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Thursday, October 26, 2006

back to my bloggie....anyway just wanna say happy 18 bday to zach...hehe...well today started work at 5 today so acc amy to singapore shopping centre for her interview...haha...then later went to ps had our lunch...then later headed to heeren...haha...saw another job again for amy then amy went into the shop and ask....she is suppose to go down for interview tmr...then we took neo print....shall upload those pic in my friendster you go and see it for yourself...hehe...=P....then later to far east.....wanted amy to acc me to my shop....end up i saw my boss was alr inside the shop...haha..then went into the shop...saw my boss put up new stock...haha...well didnt really go and take a look at it la...cause i am just too lazy...=P....anyway my boss manage to get two sales in...and after i took over...gosh no sales coming in at all...for the first time la....haha..ard 8 sth...i decided to go to the toilet at the same tiome i was talking to my friend on the phone...when i got out from the toilet...i saw someone....dont wanna talk abt it.......haha......


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Wednesday, October 18, 2006

totally totally no mood anyway who cares abt me?am i right?haiz....wait i got a black heart so i dont feel hurt...cutting of my hands doesnt hurt me....right?anyway i found a job already is at heeren...whee...not gonna say it where it is....but is at town area...haha...u want u come hunting for me at town...bleax....went to sim lim sqaure today to get my mp4 fixed....like finally la...haha..then took a train down to harbourfront...down to vivo city....gosh is such a big shooping centre....trust me...gosh....i haven shop finish....went to watch movie just now...little miss sunshine...is a ok show la...oh....after the show bought a top from zara...hehe...=)....joan went into zara with me...then she was saying the next time she is gonna bring her mum in zara and shop with her...cause she think that their clothes in nice....like diao la...lol...then took bus 963 back....walk to shell got myself a potato chips then walk back home...well at first i was hungry but after i got home i got no mood to eat...feeling hungry but not wanting to eat....just gonna strave myself then....anyway that all...gonna end here...tata...


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Tuesday, October 17, 2006

kk well...i didnt go for mini toons or ezone interview....diao....end up went to town and walk alr found that quite a num of shop there looking for ppl...decided to walk in....now i am just waiting for their phone call....haiz...but i am so scare they wouldnt call back...=(...i so wanna work so badly now....at home always end up hearing my mum nagging...blahh blahh...so irritating...anyway since i am at home one whole day i dont think there is anything much to blog either...haiz...but if i am working i also got no time to blog...haiz....i wanna go back to sch....miss sch so badly....haiz...seeing my friend's blog one by one saying that they are all going back to sch from holi....just make me feel i wish i was one of them now....kk....anyway gonna play AS already...today guess i will stay home...sad...=(


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Monday, October 16, 2006



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kk i got woken up at 9 sth today by mini toons asking me to go for interview....well i sign up with them for so long then now they call me...wth...nvm..but feeling kinda of sleepy cause didnt slp much yesterday....oh ya....yesterday....at night met up with amy...then while we were walking...she wanted to go into sebawang...then i saw HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL....wanted to watch this show for a pretty long time...gosh...trust me i swear i never waste my $$ on it...cause is really nice...trust me i am gonna watch this show more then 1 time..haha...just in love with this show....oh ya...order mac midnight yesterday...well can consider this morning la...abt 2....and the food only arrive abt 3sth...gosh...then the fries was so cold...my god...call and complain to them...they say they owe me one large and a coke....well that what i order....damn i am having a tummy pain now....just went to the toilet...grrr.....but well i am feeling so much better then yesterday...oh shit...ezone just called me...kk well sang just called me...asking me to go interview at ezone...diao la....then now i am not going for mini toons interview...grr...btw i pierce my ear yesterday...haha...my hand was itchy...haha...anyway shall continue blogging later...gonna rush down to ezone now...tata..


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Sunday, October 15, 2006

just woke up...still abit blur...but i still want to blog...i am so sick of life...so sick of crying...dont know what i feel like doing now...msn personel msg:i'm tired..i'm very tired..bye my ex-gf...gosh that is so catching everyone attention....well it doesnt matter to me...is her nick..i cant stop her...well it seem that she like all her friend to know abt it....then later pity her..gosh...nvm...attention seeker...

well life haven been really good for me...i feel so hurt inside...but i hate acting infront of my friends that i am ok...how i wish that i just cry it out in front of them...but haiz...sth is just holding me back....i feel so hurt inside...i wanna go out but cant find for anyone to go out with...i hate the feeling of being at home now...i need to breathe fresh air...i need someone to acc me so i will not think abt it alr...

i rather feel all the hurt now then next time..the pain in my heart now is just killing me...well maybe i was the one who wanted this all along...maybe it will be better this way...we will see...gonna leave it to fate now....


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gosh i am such a pig man....i slept more then 12 hrs...haha...woke up at 3 today...pig rght?hehe...if wouldnt my mum phone call i will still be sleeping...haha...anyway decided to off my hp until i am feeling better...drink yesterday...thought i would feel better...nah...still the same...shall drink more today...anyway..after waking up...i did my housework....so guai right?is already 5 sth...still not hungry...haven been eating anything since i woke up..haha..mum came back just only...and she bought chalres and keith shoes....like let say 3 pairs...and a bag...gosh rich la....anyway kinad of grounded from going out...no more outing for me...nvm....stay home can play auditionsea...

anyway xing this msg is going out for you and esp for u only
let of memories be one of our past...i am happy that once in my lifetime that u were part of it...never 4get it...
thanks for giving me so much nice memories...being there for me when i need u....
well u may not need me now...that wht u told me...
but no matter what i will always be there when u need a shoulder to lean on ya...
my advise to u is that dont keep in close contact with me now
to stop loving me...
miss ya lots...=)



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Thursday, October 12, 2006

blog blog blog....well one whole day SLACK at home....totally so sianz...gosh...well mum nag at me yesterday and i cant go out today....so fuck up la..kk so here i am decided to blog to kill abit of my time...woke up abt like hmm 1 sth...hehe...yaya i know pig right....tired what....haha..then use com till like hmm 3 sth....cause my sis came back...then again shouted at me at her top of her voice....make sure one day she will have sore throast...haha...wicked me right...who cares?then abt 5 sth sis went out...that why i can use the com again....hehe....

aiya xing help me to find a job today is at esprit...i wanna work sia...but me going for interview dont think they will accept esp my hair is like this now...look so ewww....well few days back my mum brought me to the salon get my hair cut and perm it....grr....is so ugly...to some of my friends they think is ok....dont know to you what you will think?shall upload the pic of my hair soon i guess...

i feel so full now...gosh i always haven been eating very little this past few days also dont know why...eat a bit i feel really full...i only ate 2 eggs and a lunheon meat and i am still feeling so full is already close to my dinner time...gosh...

anyway here it is this the pic of my hair now...
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Wednesday, October 11, 2006

kk not in a mood at all now....that why i decided to blog...hating my family even more now...gosh...why are they like that....my sis is just such a fucking piece of shit...i totally agree with that..does anyone agree too?gosh...all they do is just picking on me....my sis always just acy big as if she is my mother....shouting at me at her top of her voice....ordering me ard as if i am the maid....fuck....i dont feel like staying home everyday it just pisses me off to stay home and later hearing nagging and blahh blahh....how i wish i am really studying now...miss studynig missing my sch life right now...seeing my friends going to sch how i wish i can be them....mum is not giving me $$ for my education....wth she call herself a mum....ya fuck my ass la....complaining that i am going out everyday...damn i have my reasons for not staying home...haiz....

advice given by a friend
dont care abt what my family say...i might hate them nw...but you will never know what is gonna happen in the future....look forward in life never look back...they take it that everyday is a new day for me...


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