i feel so weak

Friday, July 07, 2006

today well let see...my sis graduration day today...went to attend it....hehe well suppose to be working today but end up i told half day off...well in the end i got a off day haha...cause the boss msg me late afternoon..my mum cried...haha...my dad felt asleep during the speech i was abt too...but i contorl haha...then saw my sis wearing the grown make me so sad...if i did study harder i will end up like my sis...but haiz...dont talk abt it..anyway after that went down to ten mile juction cause my grandma bday....hehe..wah we sat lots lots of food la...dont know how much did my auntie order sia..damn full think i am gonna grow another 1kg...damn....then after that i saw they were selling mp3 speaker...decided to buy cause my baby said tat imm was "not selling" anymore....then went home thought there was no cable end up there was..haha...i am so blur sia...anyway reach home received so many msg telling me that they cant make it to my chalet i was wtf la...nvm...is like mostly the ppl going there is like baby's friends come on tell me how you wld feel?everyone just fuck up me upside down la...is not the first time is happening to me...well shouldnt i feel ok since it happen to me all the time....well i swear this will be my last time celebrating it the next time stay home watch tv....no more celebratiom...

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Sunday, July 02, 2006

well let see just went to the zoo yesterday...hehe...will post the picture up really soon ya...hehe...well i always say that but end up no pic in my blog...haha...too lazy or either forget..so you can see it in my friendster...haha..anyway for me let see....just got myself into another trouble from my mum...haiz...well i am always enjoying myself...end up my mum will be in the picture...damn fuck up la...i dont know why i am like always getting myself into trouble and mum scolded me today...well she was saying that she rather have my sis as her one and only daugther then me....fine whatever...she doesnt know how hurting is that...that time i ran away from me and left a note back saying how much i hated my family my mum said it was hurting will you wanna compare now which one is more hurting...what the fuck la...my mum say i am always dissappointing her...she said that i have changed....well in the first place i dont think she really know me well that why she will say such thing...nvm...anyway tmr gonna start work....so wish me luck...hope i am not late...hehe....gonna stop my entry here...tata...=)

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the lyrics to the song...is really nice...you shld listen to it...

My love
There's only you in my life
The only thing that's right

My first love
You're every breath that I take
You're every step I make

And I
I want to share
All my love with you
No one else will do
And your eyes
They tell me how much you care
Oh yes
You will always be
My endless love

Two hearts
Two hearts that beat as one
Our lives have just begun
And forever
I'll hold you close in my arms
I can't resist your charms

And love
I'd play the fool
For you
I'm sure
You know I don't mind
'Cause baby
You mean the world to me
I know I've found in you
My endless love

And love
I'd play the fool
For you
I'm sure
That you know I don't mind
'Cause baby
You'll be the only one
'Cause no one can deny
This love I have inside
And I'll give it all to you
My love My love, my love
My endless love

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