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someone who can fulfill my wishes
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a tube dress
big black bag
big white bag
a better hp then what i am using now
digi cam
black jeans
more clothes
go to higer nitec
adidas jacket
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open a shop of my own
my life will be better

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Sunday, May 28, 2006

well let see went over to syl's bday yesterday...finally sixteen...haha....small gal....recalling the memories back when i was sixteen yrs old..the rebellious me...haha...but now i am better..hehe..had fun yesterday but the food is like all the same one...haha...so sianz....then jeed bought a big big fish that she and her dad caught it and some prawn...wahaha..... well that all abt yesterday....

today....got woken up by a msg...haiz wanted to slp more...cause i only slept abt 5+.....the boss at heeren msg me....i told him that my mum may not allow me to work as the training and pay is too low...then he explain to me stuff....then later of the day when my mum got back home....i told her everything abt the job...at first i thought she wouldnt let...but haha...she let....so tmr i am going for my training at heeren...haha....cant wait.....kk i shall stop blogging now...tata....=)gonna watch sg idol....


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Thursday, May 25, 2006

i am damn sad now...have been checking the letter box but no news from ite yet...so decided to call up the ite today...heard bad news from them....they are not planning to open another class....when i heard that news....my heart was damn pain felt like crying but held back...dont know what is my mum gonna say now...gonna find for a job now....as in a proper full time job....get my pay save it...and go and study bmc...and get a diploma....feeling damn low now....haiz...woke up damn early today sia..also dot know for what...then sms randall....well suppose to sneak into one of his lesson today just for fun..but in the end..he cant..cause of his teacher...nvm go over some other time....anyway...dont stop here no mood to continue....


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Tuesday, May 23, 2006

well let see what happen today...hmm...woke up....had a tummy pain....then my idiot sister ask me to fold clothes...grr....but i was in a rush.....no choice...then quickly fold...then bathe then went over xing hse...she cook for me pasta....and other food....wah damn full la...then later headed to town....wanted to watch movie at ps end up the queue was damn long...then in the end decided to walk ard...then wanted to do my nails...hehe...i did french...damn nice la...haha..then bought xing to Og building and eat the food there....then headed to ceni....wanted to go to level 9 to watch a movie...but all the room is like occupy...then in the end we headed to tcc and eat..gosh i am like growing fatter la...hehe.....then slack for awhile then headed home....my mum wanted to scold me when i reach home then i quickly change topic..haha....then in the end ever scold me...bleax....kk got to stop here...wanna bathe alr


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Friday, May 19, 2006

haven been blogging for few days....things i mean lots of things have been happening to me...dont wish to bring back the past again....why?cause i dont want to cry over it again...i know i can be strong....without anybody...i know i can....i got faith in myself....now i think i will just leave everything to fate...well...it feel that i wanna changen now...i dont want to be my old self...i want a new life too...i want freedom....i want to be more mature...i believe as long i give myself time all this things i can do it....so many things is hiding in me...dont wanna say it out...dont know who to turn to...dont know who to trust...who will be really there for me?beside xing...well....my family...i dont get it....why are they like this...treating me like this...WHY WHY.....first is my sis then now is my mum....i really just dont get it...when can they ever just grow up....my mum have been complaining that i have been going out too often...come on wth...how old am i already....because of this she thinks that i haven not been controlling my $$...and she confiscated my atm card....now i dont really have a lot of $$....can anyone be kind enough to donate $$ to the princess...hehe...really in need of cash now...haiz.....i got no mood now....wanna be hug by someone....so i feel comfortable and that person can be there for me...acting strong when i know i am week in the inside....want to cry but controlling...*back to my show...dont want to talk abt all this...*


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Friday, May 12, 2006

yesterday went to celebrate mother's day...went to lay garden and eat tim sum....wah we order so much yesterday...food was so yummy....but when the price come....wah even nicer...it was like 89.28....can you imagine how many clothes you can buy?hahaha....then later wanted to meet up with baby but in the end she was still at home....then decided to do my nails to kill time.....then by the time when my nails are done baby was in town alr....then walk ard town for awhile...as usual she and her mouth....everytime say you will not see her friends and will break record and in the end....wahahahaha.....=x...i think you guys shld know...haha...then abt 6sth we left town to pasir ris....baby wanted to bring me to fisherman....cause i haven been there b4...the place is like you can eat and see the beach the same time....damn nice la...i like this kind of places....then later after eating...i wanted to go and drink...hehe....baby at first dont let but in the end she let...but when she let...she said that she will not drink but i will drink only....in the end when the drink was on the table...baby keep drinking...hahaha.....then later we deicded to walk ard...for awhile later...baby da bao dinner for her sis....and i decided another bottle of hooch....hehe...just in love with that drink...hehe...bleax...took a cab home....that all for yesterday...today going out again....baby wanna do shopping i am control myself cannot buy anymore clothes....hehe...


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Thursday, May 11, 2006

woke up early today....met up with grace outside her sch return her back her $$....sorry grace to hold onto your $$ for so long...i feel really bad sia...then chatted with her for awhile then went off to clementi....cause baby wanted to collec ther photos....=)then went over to mac and eat......was praying so hard that i can see dean dean...but haiz....never.....then after that went to the atm withdraw $$ return my baby $$....then walk ard clementi acuse got night market...hehe...then later baby send me home....since the weather was so hot decided to swim today...haha...then went home get myself change....at first i just wet baby body...hehe.....then...wheeee....i push her down into the pool....wahahaha....damn funny la....the ppl at the pool was laughing at her too...haha...then later abt 3 sth baby left the condo....went home to bathe abt 5 sth i took a nap...damn tired.....oh ya....tmr gonna celebrate early mother's day......cant wait....hehe.....anyway that all for today...tata....yawning....


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Wednesday, May 10, 2006

back to blog again...cause sth funny just happen....haha...welll....since i haven blog abt what happen today i shalldo it now....wah i got so much clothes to fold today la...but hahaha.....finally my mum never complain abt my folding...haha....then later was talking to my baby on the phone to 7 sth....then later decided to eat..after eating went to my room to take a look at my hp saw a miss call from baby wanted to call back in the end she call again....her sis talk to me ask me where i hide her stinky pillow.....then i keep laughing....ask her to pass the phone to her sister....hahaha....then she keep asking me where is it....i didnt want to tell her....this is the first time i hide her stinky horrible pillow and she couldnt find for it...wahahaha....i am not gonna tell her until this sat....=P.....


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hurt i feel so hurt....so many things have been happening to me.....dont wanna talk abt it already i am feeling better....woke up abt 7sth....then abt 9 sth went over to baby hse.....and later baby bought me to some work place canteen and eat....sianz the food not nice....then went home i sleep till 2 sth...woke up get ready...baby went to tajong pagar first cause she need to pay her sch fee...then when we wanted to leave....wah it was raining so heavily....then decided to take cab to go down....but it was so hard to find for a cab...then didnt to call for a cab...so hard la....the line was busy....then we decided to sit at the cafe there first eat and drink and call for the cab at the same time but still cannot get through....grrr...then after eating and drinking...we continue calling for cab....in the finally we can call through....wah so ex lohz the cab fare....then traffice jam so long....then finally reach....met up with joyce...hehe...sorry took so long to come...=)..then we shop...then went to Wisma flesh imp to look for clothes....then joyce baby and me bought one top..then we total spend abt 88bucks...then left abit more to get the vip...then is like we dont know what to buy already...then is like they keep asking us to buy a the vip la....grrr....in the end we came to a conclusion that we use baby's friend vip card....but they say expiry...then we use shuting vip card...she got it not long only....then they say it exipry...then we were like wth....then in the end they say nvm they will give us the discount....grrr...so piss cause they were like forcing us to buy the vip.....then went to nydc and eat.....by the time we ate was like 9 sth la...so late...haha...first time...hehe...then after that slack at ceni....then baby keep saying that she never see her friend then break record but in the end....wahahahaha.....in the end.....she saw one of her friend outside ceni....so happy....=P....kk...i shall stop here....this is what happen to me yesterday..=)


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Monday, May 08, 2006

let see...hmmm i feel like talking abt the word RESPECT today....dont you think you have the word respect in a relationship....let take this as a example...you and your partner...your partner doesnt want you to keep contact with this particular friend of yours...as happen bad happen to you between you and her b4....but on the other hand you know what is the meaning of forgive and forget...well is hard to forget...but you still a bit piss with her of what she do to you....but after all she is your friend you dont wish the cold shoulder thing to continue....you dont mind chatting with her if she does....but your partner doesnt like it....dont really want you to talk to her...and ask you to block her on msn...how wld you feel?after all she is your friend dont you think your partner shld actually just respect your decision in a way?

well it happen to someone today....she is kinda of hurt....


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Sunday, May 07, 2006

my little baby monster friend ade help me to fnid some site in aus....cause i wanted to see the fashion in aus...hehe....here are some of the website

http://www.valleygirl.com.au/pages/current_trends.asp
http://www.liveclothing.com.au/live.asp
http://www.sportsgirl.com.au/home.asp

thks ade......some clothes there are not bad....you shld take a look....i saw one bag there not bad...but baby say look like aunty...haiz...baby dont know how to see bag....


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just finish bathing...just did mask on my face..hehe...so refreshing....woke up abt 1 today...damn tired sia....cause slept abt 5 sth last night....*yawning*....talking to baby monster yesterday... hehe...anyway as usual do house chores....damn sianz....*listening to kiss good bye i want my baby to sing for me*...help my mum dye her hair....wah she got so much grey hair man...hehe...oppss....anyway i think my mum is so much better then my sister at times....fucking piece of shit man my sister....she dont seem like a sister to me...she is more like my step horrible sister or sth....doesnt treat me well...freak it la....anyway shall stop here....gonna naruto...haha...tata...


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Saturday, May 06, 2006

never blog abt thursday...wanted too but was so piss off abt my sister...argh...anyway what really happen on that day was my sister left the hse abt 8 in the morning....so i ask baby to come over....we order mac breakfast....then abt 3pm my fucking sister came back....started scolding me...and later complain to my mum abt my baby....later got nagging....nvm it was just nagging but i just hate my sister..come on man...how old are you and you are still behaving like a little kid...i was so scare that i cant go for kriti performance the next day man....but hehe..friday come....oli came over to my house for awhile tried to cheer her up....then later joan came over...not awhile later that bitch woke up started scolding me again...freak her sia....then left the house....went over to baby hse waited for her to get ready then bring joan to baby's mum salon to cut her hair....sorry joan to leave you alone to cut your hair i feel so bad...then later we rush back get ourseleves ready for the concert went to kpa to eat...we were late wanted to take a cab to NUS but no cab were free all was hired...so in the end we decided to take bus....luckily we didnt take cab sia...btw we reach there the show didnt even started...phew...hehe...the show started abt hmm 8?....after show talk to kriti for ahiwle....oh ya her performance was not bad...then later me and joan went over to 6ave...met up with baby there....ate ice cream with waffle...yummy...will post up the picture of it soon...hehe.....then joan left the place early...while me and baby ate ice cream again...haha...and i bought one box home for my family...hehe...that all really happen few days back....hehe....anyway going out soon..need to get prepare already is already 5 and i still haven get bathe yet..hehe....bleax....


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Wednesday, May 03, 2006

the waffle that i ate with joan today isnt it yummy
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looking at this picture make me feel like eating it again..haha...but i still prefer marche waffle baby when can you brnig me go and eat?


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the princess i fall in love with at one sight....anybody out there willing to buy it for me it cost 280bucks...


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today went out with joan to watch mi3...haha...it was so last min...haha....then we quickly took our bath and headed to ps.....joan went down first....cause she scare that there will not be enough space....anyway ps to her hse is kinda of near too...then i took a cab down to meet her....walk ard ps...ate waffle and ice cream....that stupid assistant manager attitude like shit la....hate it....the service there was like shit too....then later after eating we went to the last level...i bought 4 chessy hotdogs...hehe.....just loving it....then went into the cinema....gosh the movie rock man...i mean totally....you guys shld watch it....so much action in the movie....after the show which ended abt 5 sth close to 6 we walk ard...then headed to bk and eat a bit...then joan headed to sch while i headto baby hse...here i am here blogging in her hse...is already 10 sth...gonna go home now...so tata ppl....i took neo with joan today...gonna post it in my friendster or blog go and check it out...tata....


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Tuesday, May 02, 2006

i woke up abt 9sth....was talking to sharon she was scare that she couldnt get into ite...haiz same here...i was scare but i was trying to comfort her the same time....haiz....anyway hope she is feeling better.....after that called joan talk to her....she was doing up her blog...while i walk to shell station to buy newspaper and sweet....then later rest for awhile then online...decided to do sth to my blog...and hehe...guess what i did...go and check it out yourself....btw i saw the newspaper just now...i saw this ed there will be a performance in the indoor stadium....i wanna watch....but i dont think baby will watch it cause she wouldnt watch this kind of show....haiz...nvm find for ppl to watch it with me..but the cheapeast tix is like 60 bucks..but i think is worth it...hehe..=P....anyway my mum called up the ite today....hate the sch man...talk cork sia...hate the sch...freak ass.....hmph...hopefully i can get it...haiz...talking to baby now and blogging at the same time...i miss her....wanna see her but i cant....=(....gosh i got so many feelings now missing...scare...confused abt my life....dont know what i wanna do if i cant get into ite and blahh....just quarrel with baby....dont get it la...she said she deleted that picture...she know it really well that i totally hate it....piss off now....TOTALLY....dont wish to talk to anyone now....everyone FUCK OFF....leave me alone....






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talking to my big baby now....she stupid dumb dumb...haiz.....read my friend's blog just now...i envy my friend man...she can stayed 3days two night with her bf at sentosa chalet....how i wish my mum would let me stayed overnight too...but she will never...haiz...why...why...why....haiz...i want to have a chalet on my b'day but dont know she will let a not....i am just scare that my mum would like to come down on that day and see only...haiz on that day itseld we will see...was watching bride 18 years old just now...the guy bought for her a wedding ring..haiz...iwant too...when can i have one?i am so so jealous....hmph....anyway baby haven deleted the picture just now when she say she did...haiz....kinda of piss...trying to calm down... anyway concentrate on my naruto now...i am like narutoing and blogging at the same time....kkk....tatata.....=)


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Monday, May 01, 2006

i updated my multiply finally added new pictures you guys can check it out...just go to my links and see....


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cramp cramp cramp...gosh i hate it....i totally do..why must we GALS have it...grr....cramp cramp go away dont come back another day cause i HATE it....hehe....kk enough of cramps already...I HATE CRAMP IT SO DAMN PAINFUL....argh...kk i will stop...haha...

woke up abt close to 3..kk i know i am a pig....hehe...cant help it...i was damn tired...and i had a hard time sleeping too....firstly my mum just bought a new pillow....and omg is so big and fat la...so hard to sleep....in the end i sleep on my bloster....and just hug my pillow to sleep...haha...secondly...MY CRAMPS...haha yaya i know i say i will stop taling abt it...but it is really hurting...bleax...mum bought lunch for me...rice with other food...omg they gave so much rice la...only a really little...cause i am not really hungry....my cramps hurts...*again...hehe...then watch tv...just remember channel 8 got some concert....i miss the campus superstar performance....damn piss...grrr...i want to SEE my dine dine...haha....so long never see her...i miss her....=(.....wanna see my baby today but she got to go over her cousin house later...haiz...cause her mum leaving on wed and will not be in sg for one month....tmr baby is not free cause she got to go studio....have to wait till wed...=(.... baby miss ya...

anyway found out one bad habit of me today...i am sociable to some ppl....hmm...i dont know why....i wanna be really sociable to anybody who i dont know....i feel so wierd at times....hmm...gosh...aiya dont know what am i talking man....haha...

i wanna loose weight realize i am getting fatter and fatter each day....can someone come here and execrise with me everyday....i dont look nice in any clothes now....dont wanna wear skirts anymore...no no....until i loose 10kg...hehe...i am seriously fat la....i look so ugly...squeezing my fats now at my tummy and all over all my body my god all i can see is fats fats....yikes...from today gonna eat lesss already...and find one execrise partner...i dont care...bleax...

btw dont you think my entry today is really long....haha...kk...crap too much today....you know why cause i am BORED....i repeat B O R E D...haha....can someone come here and kill my boredness for me....haiz....k la...gonna stop here...maybe i shall go and watch naruto maybe that shld kill it....hope so....=).....


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