i feel so weak

Sunday, December 04, 2005

stayed home one whole day...didnt want to go out...was tired...slept abt 5+ last night..was talking to baby...hehe..woke up ard 12+...sianz....then keep lying down on my bed till 1+ then get my ass off the bed...then had to do housework so sianz...so tired still have to do...was doing up my blog and friendster...hehe...nth much change..just added new pics...that all....add new song into my friendster and change the background..that all..hehe..=).....at 7 got the star award....haha... almost 4gotten all abt it until baby remind me..hehe..thks...so sianz..tmr got no programme..can anyone ask me out...I AM BORED....gosh....

i am kinda of piss...after reading someone profile...why must you lie to me...gosh..i hate it...when someone promise me....why do they have to break it...what the point of breaking or lying to me...what goods will it help?....haiz...i am so dissapointed in you....you said i change what about you?

anyway this is so wierd....i wrote a tesi for my friend saying i miss him..a very long friend who i never contact for really long....just because of that....his gf got piss..and delete me from his friendster list....dots....and i think delete me from his msn....omg....cant she just open her freaking eyes i so have a stead too...gosh....anyway cant really bother it.....just thought that i shld just write how i feel at least i feel better....

haven been going to church for quite awhile....i am already feeling really bad....i still cant find a church to settle down properly i guess.....anyway that i shall not think abt it too much...i am jobless now....i quit from my last job cause i cant stand those ppl there....they bully me...hmph....think i am gonna start finding again next week or sth...if not i dont know how am i gonna survive in the next few months...well results are gonna be out in the next few days...15dec..pray hard good results for me....i am really scare.....trying not to think abt it too much....kk..i think i shall end here....talk so much...hehe...=).....miss ya guys....muckie...

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