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someone who can fulfill my wishes
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a better hp then what i am using now
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more clothes
go to higer nitec
 adidas jacket
want to be more mature
 open a shop of my own
my life will be better

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Saturday, December 31, 2005

baby bought the dye for me.....dyed my hair myself....hehe...so smart right...*ahem*...haha... anyway it look so wierd....for me la....is like the top has more colour i think and the bottom dont really have a lot....=(....is like when i tie a pony tail it looks wierd..haha...nvm...anyway is ard past midnight...happy new yr eve...haha...


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sometimes i dont get why ppl are so big mouth man....i mean if i am together with that person must you like annouce it to everyone...OMG.....so irritating.....btw why must ppl act so good and act as if he/she care abt me but behind my back treat me like shit.....betray me and stuff like this....i totally hate ppl who are like this...if you wanna treat me as a friend and still care for me....kindly please just fuck off my life...i dont need a friend like you....oh ya....well i guess you will be reading my blog...this msg is going out for ya.....hate me now for all i care i dont give a fuck damn....


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Friday, December 30, 2005

stay home one whole day again...gosh my life is like so sianz....=(....no $$ to go out plus mum dont let me out today....grrr...fuck man....nvm going out tmr....wheeeee a new yr is coming...2006.....a new year and a new begining....what happen in 2005...i am gonna put everything in the past and start a new life....well i really did a lesson in 2005..dont trust ITE friends easily....i just got betray....i dont want it to happen to me again....mummy cook dinner today....wah eat abit and i am full....haha....gosh.....anyway i feel like going to sentosa..so long never go....i miss the sand the beaches....but i dont want to get darker....too dark liao...haha....anyway gtg now....my sch is starting soon....wanna play game for awhile then watch my show at 9...hehe...*think i am gonna dye my hair later*

I PAINTED MY NAILS BLACK!!!


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Thursday, December 29, 2005

feeling better alr...haiz...baby all of a sudden came to my house last night....was damn shock man....then lied to my sis that i wanna go and buy sth at the same time i ask my sis if she want anything so i can go out..hehe...see i am so good k buy sth for her..haha..=P....walk to 7-11 bought my stuff then walk back home...haiz...i wish i cld spend more time with her but i couldn't...anyway thks for the chocolate.....hehe...=)....

today woke up abt 3 today...haha....pig right?cant blame me i slept abt 5plus last night..hehe...when i woke up i straight away go and do spring cleaning.....wah 3 till 6 plus....feel like fainting...just now cause i never eat anything at all...until 7 plus then i eat my dinner....=(.... anyway in a way can go on a diet...haha..=P....anyway still feeling abit giddy...hopefully later i will feel better....tmr might be going out....finally out.....this one whole week i have been stuck at home....too lazy to go out...and plus broke...no $$......

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this is the cut which i cut is on my hand....can you see my name liz is cut too....haha...cool right?...opps...


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Wednesday, December 28, 2005

can anyone save my heart from breaking apart....i cant take it anymore i feel like crying everything out....take my heart out of my body....i dont want to live...i dont want to feel the pain....can someone just step into my shoe and stay there until i am ok...i dont know how to stand up...i feel so weak now.....cut myself again for fun....can someone just be beside me right now lending me a shoudler to lead on a body to hug...i dont want anyone else but HER....no mood to do anything.....everywhere out there who keep asking me what happen to me how am i? give me some time on my own....i wish to be alone...everyone just fuck off.....


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i wish i cld sit beside of her right now hugging her....haiz....but i dont thnk she want.....i dont know what is going on now....i think is sth i did or say....but why doesnt she want to tell me....haiz....i totally hate my life and everyone...just fuck off.....haiz...*tears rolling down*


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wats the point of hving a relationship when ur partner keep on thinking tat u wan to break up... wats the point of holding onto ur partner, should i let go or should i keep on holding on? i dun feel like letting go but it is not the first time she keep on saying it. i'm feeling very confused now n dunno wat to do.


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i know you are crying but why are you denying to me...i know you are sad now....haiz....i know i haven seen you for quite a long time....it is not that i dont want to meet ya is i cant.....my mum...pls understand me...haiz...i dont know why you dont want to tell me how you are feeling right now....i know you are having some problems....but why dont you wanna tell me....kinda of upset...but nvm...if you feel like telling me then go ahead....i will not force you to tell me.....anyway tc of yourself k...


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Tuesday, December 27, 2005

wah..it has been so long since i last write an entry....cause my com got pro....anyway i just reformatted my com....ppl out there please got any nice song can you guys send me......my com is so empty...no picture no song....sianz...have been staying home for the past few days...see i am so guai..haha....i am gonna be damn broke after paying my bills...grrrr.....omg...i so need a job right now....there is so many things i wanna do but i just cant do it.....mummy is not gonna give me $$.....grrrr.....OMG....my life suck......i cut myself few days back....STRESS is the word i can describe myself right now...my god....anyway ppl dont worry abt me...the cut is not so deep....haiz...i promise i will not do anything stupid next time k....was planning to start a fresh when someone just came into my life again and destory it....omg....i really hate betrayers...i mean do they feel so much better after saying it?....wth...anyway cant be bother abt it....my heart was so pain....i wish u wld jus step into my shoes and feel how i am feeling.....haiz.....dont want to talk abt it alr....totally no mood now....everyone pls fuck off....


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Wednesday, December 21, 2005

happy birthday melene and chun kiat


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went for interview this morning at 1030..suck man...the pay was like shit...went for the interview halfway and left...waste my time....i rather slp longer just now....grrrr...then meet kor in town.....waited for him abt 1 hr...talk to baby on the phone...then went to orchard mrt to meet kor abt 1...then all his friend i think brian right if i am not wrong...that is his name..haha..then walk ard town...then when to ceni LJS to eat..haha...was lazy to order so ask kor to help me buy...then ltr brian had to leave early cause he got a appointment...then we were looking at the movie timing....no movie i can watch at ceni cause have to meet baby after that...then took a bus to PS....see those movie timing...also no show i can watch then walk ard and saw jill and her friends...then jill ltr joined us....when to marina walk ard..then to suntec...bought myself a top and bought a chritmas present for baby....we ate ice cream too..haha...thks for the treat brian....hehe...ard 7+ i think i left suntec when to baby house...i was really tired liao...but no matter how tired i am i still when to meet baby cause i promise her..plus very long never see her liao...reach home abt10...anyway kor brian and baby keep talking abt my breast...grrr....yaya i know is getting bigger can you guys stop talking abt it...grrr.....anyway gonna bathe now....tata...


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Tuesday, December 20, 2005

haha....today is my first time playing spider solitare...and i won after playing the second game...hahaha....so cool.....

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i am so guai today...whheee....never go out at all..not even a step out of my house..haha...that prove that i am a guai kia k...haha...=P....anyway baby cannot meet me today..haiz..nvm i understand....i also dont want to wei nan ni....haiz..dont know when will be the next time i can see her...hmph...anyway my mummy say that i am growing fatter...=(.....bohooo....can someone just take those fats out of my body...ask some monster to eat up my fats..haha...anyway when to look up in the newspaper today looking for jobs....sianz...tmr going for an interview...is at town...so early sia...1030....is survery..i know is some kind of stupid job....but is just a temp job...in need of cash..i cant be asking my parents for $$ right? my mum is alr nt working my dad need to support the whole family now...so not gonna ask him for $$...wanna work and get my own $$....no $$ to go out now too...haiz....why must everything in the world be $$....OMG.....haiz....hope i can get the job bah...anyway went into my friendster acc just now....OMG...one of cousin view me....didnt want him to view my profile at all.....pray hard his mouth can be shut...haha....opps....
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can you see the circle part...yeah my cousin.....grr...... hehe....change a bit of my blogskins....hehe...but think gonna change again soon..is just temp only....oh i got a new thing in my blog is called the b'day list...if you name is not in my birthday list tag me you name and b'day list i will write it inside k?...hehe...thks.....kk gtg now..is alr 6pm..and i still haven bathe yet...haha...gonna take my bath now...tata...


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Monday, December 19, 2005

woke up abt 3 today...haha..pig sia....anyway baby went to orchard hotel to stay today..haha...for what?for fun only..haha...she is siao..haha..kinda of miss her..cause i dont think we can talk much today.....later of the day went over to my cousin house....so sianz got nth to do there....eat then watch the pacifer then went home...borrow two vcd from her....anyway talking to my baby on the phone now....sound as if the hotel so cool....haha....feel like joining her....=P.....yippee...baby coming to my house tmr after she check out from the hotel....anyway shall stop here...i wanna talk to my baby....gonna give her my full concentration....hehe...


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Saturday, December 17, 2005

came home really late last night....mum called my hp and scold me...=(....luckily when i reach home she never scold me....haiz baby can you dont think so much all the time...what you think abt me it really hurt me...anyway uot sad part one side...anyway took lots of pics yesterday gonna upload it later...waiting for my baby to send me thouse pic...BABY IF YOU ARE READING THIS PLEASE SEND ME THE PIC NOW.....thks a lot...haha..

anyway got woken up by my mum so early in the morning...sianz...tired sia....then worst wake up have to do housework liao...sianz...think gonna take afternoon nap ltr...damn sleepy now....anyway dont think this yr christmas i got no programme..so anyone out there ask me out k?....haha......anyway so fast christmas is here....this coming sat....then new yr then chinese new yr...damn fast man..then 2006.....in the new yr...i gonna put all the sad memories aside....


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Friday, December 16, 2005

WTH......i was talking to baby yesterday at night abt 3+...she was tired when we were talking just some normal conversation..... then when we started talking dirty....she was totally awake..i was WTF.....from there she was so awake....grrrr......hang up abt 5++...haha....


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after fe mins i will get out of my game see if she will msg me on msn...but never..i keep ignoring ppl msg online..cause i only want to talk to her....keep checking every min if my hp has connection...cause i was hoping for her call...well i guess that will never happen....haiz....


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no one will ever know how pain my heart is....is really painful...thought you can be there for me...but in the end you told me you didnt want to talk to me and ask me to leave you alone...haiz..sad....*controlling*....


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HURT


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forgotten to add in sth in my entry yesredat no wonder i feel so wierd yesterday when i was blogging..haha......baby cook maggie mee and egg for me cause i was hungry...haha....omg..the noodle was tasteless and the egg...haha...no comments....so wasted i never took a picture of it..haha....

anyway woke up 8+ today...sianz damn tired sia....slept abt 1+ last night...was d/l ringtones..hehe...anyway on our way to the interview weiling shoe spolit...haha....so funny sia...then thought if we use the plaster and stick to it...it wld be better...but in the end the other shoe spolit..haha......so funny...on the end she decided to take out the bottom and walk....haha..so funny she got hard time sia....then after that we got hard time finding for the place.....walk walk walk and ask ppl ard and finally found the place....went for the interview didnt really like the job...so even though i got selected dont think i will want to work there.....then aft the interview went to wm get weiling a new shoe..haha.....then headed to sch to look for sharon and lan yan...by the time we reach there...they were done with thier things...diao..then went to IMM cause weiling got stuff to pass to her ai ai zhen yuan..haha....then eat at LJS....then left IMM abt 1 sth....wah when i reach home i was damn tired...bathe and slept till 5++...haha....wanted to slp some more but scare ltr tonight i got hard time sleeping..hehe... anyway took some pics today..take a look...

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took this pic b4 going for the interview....look damn sleepy right?
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after the interview at the bus stop when me and weiling waiting for bus 189....hehe..
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before
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after weiling shoe got spolit...wahahaha.....

kk....i think i better stop here...ltr if not weiling will come after me....hehe.....baby is also waiting for my phone call.....


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Thursday, December 15, 2005

woke up ard 10++ today...wah...damn tired la....need some more slp cause i slpet really late last night cause was taking to baby...hehe....anyway went to KK hospital to see my aunt...she look really sick....anyway aft that abt 130 went to meet up with joan at the bus stop return her the vcd...hehe...sorry joan borrow ya bro vcd for so long in the end you got scolded...then ltr went to sch collect my results...omg i was so nervous on my way to sch la.....then went to the admin office...the guy approach me...i am like wth...he talk so much crap man....then went to look for dirothy tay...ask her to help me get my results...she ask me to do some stupid survery then i can get my results....at the same time she intro to me a job....wah..not bad...haha...then ltr return her back the survery...got my results slip....whhheee.....i can relax liao...i got 3 points...i can go to higer nitec....wahahaha.....so happy.....freaking happy....haha....then called my mum told her abt it....she was hmmm ok...haha....then ask her if i can go out...whee finally she let me out.....went to meet up with baby.....miss her so much...oh ya at her house....i called up for the job..tmr need to go down for interview at 10...wah...sianz...wake up so early...anyway paid my hp bill today..gosh i still owe a lot for my bill...haiz....no $$ also....totally broke no $$ to bring christmas presents for anyone..sorry ppl if you never recieve anything from me....really sorry....anyway hopefully i can get the job tmr...in need of $$$$$$.......haiz...anyway kinda of tired now...plus i got to wake up early tmr..so tata ppl.....


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Wednesday, December 14, 2005

fuck it man.....results are out today...didnt know.....until my friend tell me....went to the website sign into my acc....guess what...the fucking site got problem....they said that my pw got problem...shit man....then keep signing in....now i have to go to sch myself tmr and ask the stupid teacher to help...fuck la....why must this happen to me....argh....everyone know thier results....fuk la.....

anyway decided not to post the bulletin anymore....i deleted it...to think of it..i am also being childish if i do that...change of mind..hehe..=).....since she wanna post that...go ahead.....i dont want to get piss over her....waste of time.....

omg...i am damn freaking nervous now...knowing all my results..some did ok...some got really good resutls...omg..i am really scare....i dont dare to slp tonight..i scare i got bad results....i really want to go to higer nitec...=(.....haiz.....i cant relax man......


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ELIZA PANG LISTEN I'M NOT FLIRT.. DON'T EVER SAID PPL IS FLIRT.... COS THINK ABOUT URSELF.. U HAVE NO RIGHT TO SAY OTHER... GUYS CLOSE TO U SAID I'M FLIRT... IT'S NOT CALL FLIRT.. I THINK U DON'T KNOW WAD IS THE MEANING OF FLIRT...

this is what jas wrote in her blog.....omg...this is getting so childish......cant believe she wrote this....wahahahaha.....to think of it...it is quite funny....haha.....but was angry at first....anyway post a bulletin abt her...let her enjoy reading it.....she is so gonna get mad...haha...awww...

anyway results will be out tmr.....omg...so fast....i am getting nervous....oh no.....my body is shaking...i am so scare that i will fail my paper..and cannot go to higher nitec.....scare scare...haha...

anyway my sis ask me to go town with her....but i hhave to acc her with her friend and her bf....i do know them but i think i will feel felt out...hmm..dont know why lehz.........but i thought i can use that chance to meet up with my baby but she got to go over to her mum's shop...haiz...then in the end...=(.....

i really pray hard that my mum will let me out this sat......really want to go out badly.....stuck at home for so long...i can die man.....haiz.......yesterday didnt talk to baby on the phone...cause she cannot use....got stuck in her room....not use to it man....=(....hopefully tonight i cano talk to her bah.....


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Tuesday, December 13, 2005

whheee....finally out of my house.....when to cut my hair today...aaa....i think is so short.....not use to it....haha...if i can i will take a pic of it...and post it up soon....follow my mum go to beauty world for dinner....then told my mum that i need to go to WM to top up my ez-link card...use that chance to see my baby...miss her badly....hehe...went over to baby house....omg miss her so much.....but so sad i can only see ya for awhile cause i told my mum i will be out for awhile only... haiz.....dont know when will be the next time...anyway i miss ya....=)....

HAPPY ONE MONTH ANNIVERSARY!!!!!


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Monday, December 12, 2005

so sad stuck at home one whole day...sianz....got nth to do but com....wrote tesi for my friends....but only some wrote back for me..=(....do up my blog too....hehe that is one of the reason why i put pw....until is really done then i will put the pw away....for the time being no one knows my pw expect my baby..haha...well i told my mum i need a hair cut dont know if she is gonna bring me a not...=(....baby keep calling me today telling me how much she miss me...haiz i miss her too....today is the second day and she cant take it....i must control myself....but i also dont know how long can i take it man....gosh it is gonna be long... haiz....anyway i need a break now....have been doing up my blog for so long....


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another day stuck at home...sianz....seeing my sis getting all dress up going out...i am so jealous... anyway got woken up by my mum at 1+...*yawn*....i am still tired....woke up...did housework... =(...haiz....oh ya...my mum was saying like dont want to find for guys go and find for gals...haha..then said that luckily my friends didnt see it...then i am now suspecting is either my neighbour or the guard told abt it.....damn fuck up la.....my mum was saying she will only let me out of the house only if i become straight again...daio-_-...is alr been 2 days and i haven see my baby....dont know how long more i can stand it....i felt like crying today...cause i cant stand it anymore...but i didnt cry la....haha.....dont know what for dinner man..wish i will not be stuck at home..i wanna get out of the house...it feel like i am stuck in the jail.....anyway think i am gonna cut my hair soon...see when my mum is free to bring me...hopefully it will not be short...oh ya...i just remember i got sth to complain in my blog..hehe...baby treat her game more impt then me...she rather play her game then replying my msg....that is why i dont let her dl maple...i do play game but i know my limit...haiz....next time i think i will do the same thing let baby have the taste of her own medicine...hmph...

i was bored yesterday took this pic...
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this is baby shirt...she wore this on sat but didnt dare to wear it back home cause she scare ltr her mum scold her..so she left it at my house...i smell the shirt when i miss her...cause the shirt still got her prefume smell...haha...=P...
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me in baby shirt....it looks big on me...haha..as if i am not wearing anything inside..haha..baby say i look sexy...diao..haha...think she is getting high...haha....=P


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Sunday, December 11, 2005

sianz.......stayed home one whole day....got nth to do...=(.....was hook to my com one whole day.....was watching vcd chat blog friendster....so sianz....really wanna get a job.....a job which i really like...i dont like that kind of job which i have to stuck in a room for so long...eg office... so sick must just face the four wall everyday and see the same old ppl....well if you work as a sales...you see diff ppl all the time....the enviroment is better....well that is what i think....oh ya...ppl i am putting pw on my blog for the time being so for the inconvience....there is a few reasons why i wanna put the pw...shall not say it...but ya...anyway i miss my baby....=(.....

sorry baby if i let you get worry abt me yesterday i am ok..the cut on my hand is not deep..k...love ya...


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Saturday, December 10, 2005

i enjoyed myself today...met up with baby....celebrate our early one month...hehe...=).....met up with ting first then went to find for baby and nat...baby thks for the flower...haha...love it a lot....i took a pic i will post it up.....then walk ard town...shopping....oh baby hope you like the present i got for ya...hehe....baby today keep saying she is tired she wanna slp...cause she slept at 6...cause we were talking on the phone....but i am not as tired as her....bleax....then went to 7-11 to buy coffee...continue walking...oh nat and i went for a interview at far east....hope to hear good news...i am broke liao...my last single cent in my wallet is spend..=(....no more $$.....anyway i am grounded from going out.....sianz....dont wanna say why....but like fuck it...hate her.....argh...dont know when will the next time i can see my baby.....=(.....anyway baby your shirt still got your prefume smell..haha...=P.....hehe.....

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Thursday, December 08, 2005

i am hurt...hurt hurt.....like TOATLLY.....saw her* blog again....read her profile....the mintues i read under the part [her loves] my heart just totally break.....can someone just save me...i dont want my heart to be hurting....is really painful....

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what the point of getting angry....haiz...just upset...not the first time it is happening....this is the second time....why must it happen to me...i still dont get it why you dont want and rather go to your mum's shop...after reading it you are gonna apologise to me? i mean what the point...is alr done...and i cant stop ya from doing what you wanna do right?if you wanna go to your mum's shop jus go ahead....anyway hope your mum will recover soon....

another day of slacking at home...=(....haiz...


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my fav american next top model...
she is so chio and HOT....
i envy her...
wish i cld be just like her

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i was bored at home one whole day..did a bit of housework....and got bored after that so decided to play gb...wah...today i suck at it man..so long never play le....now d'l maple..hehe..oppss... hopefully she will not scold me....cause i nag at her for d/l maple..haha...i am bored dont know what other games to play..hehe...lalalala....but it is taking really long to d/l it...if i cant wait i will just delete it....hehe....


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Wednesday, December 07, 2005

haiz...she still call her baby...=(....there is nth i can do..... i am still a bit upset...but what the point of getting upset over the same thing....if i dont keep looking forward it is just gonna affect my life....

anyway i am so guai today never go out...hehe...cause have been going out a lot....scare ltr mummy scold me..yesterday she scold me......so sianz one whole day got nth..watch tv and talk to baby.....talk since i woke up still now...now is abt 6+ gonna be 7...haha.....oh no..i think my sis know i turn les...=(....anyway gonna celebrate 3 days earlier...this sat....got no time to prepare anything....cause i cant go out for the next few days...sianz....see how it goes for the next few days...after this week gonna start finding for job....if not i got no $$ to spend...=(...

iain what you said to me yesterday...really hurt me....you think abt what you said....anyway dont care abt you...whatever you wanna do dont call or msg me...cant be bother you.....

this guy is so scary....dont really know him...he added me on msn...and he wrote this on his shoutout....knn...blahhblahh....then he scolded me...and put my friendster url there...WTH...i never do anything....i never even talk to ya....and you put my url there...diao.....this guy is crazy...
http://www.friendster.com/user.php?uid=21477090 this is this friendster url you can check him out...hehe......

anyway gtg now.....anything much left to say.....wanna play my game.....


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Tuesday, December 06, 2005

in lan shop at ceni now with baby and blogging...haha...got nth to do...suppose to watch the descent with baby in the end we found out that we went to the wrong place...hahahaha...so funny...haha..baby was piss.....but i was laughing away...haha...then meet up with jedd and mel...haha....then walk ard town....then mel left early...then left jedd and us..wanted to watch movie....so walk over to ceni....in the end no show to walk then jedd left then both of us..haha...went to the 9th floor and slack..then ltr took neo..haha..the new machine is so cool..haha...i will post up the pic once i get home..hehe.....then wanted to book a room to use the com in the end the stupid guy gave us another com to use...which is not in the room...diao....anyway my baby is beside of me irritating me...hmph....wanna type sth properly also cannot.....=(.....anyway might be going to camp next next week....haha.....hate my baby.....wanna punch her..@_@ gtg now....bb...


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Sunday, December 04, 2005

woke up abt 2....hehe..wanted to continue sleeping...but dont want to be a PIG....hehe....no plan for today...maybe baby will come over to my house ltr....hope she will come....


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stayed home one whole day...didnt want to go out...was tired...slept abt 5+ last night..was talking to baby...hehe..woke up ard 12+...sianz....then keep lying down on my bed till 1+ then get my ass off the bed...then had to do housework so sianz...so tired still have to do...was doing up my blog and friendster...hehe...nth much change..just added new pics...that all....add new song into my friendster and change the background..that all..hehe..=).....at 7 got the star award....haha... almost 4gotten all abt it until baby remind me..hehe..thks...so sianz..tmr got no programme..can anyone ask me out...I AM BORED....gosh....

i am kinda of piss...after reading someone profile...why must you lie to me...gosh..i hate it...when someone promise me....why do they have to break it...what the point of breaking or lying to me...what goods will it help?....haiz...i am so dissapointed in you....you said i change what about you?

anyway this is so wierd....i wrote a tesi for my friend saying i miss him..a very long friend who i never contact for really long....just because of that....his gf got piss..and delete me from his friendster list....dots....and i think delete me from his msn....omg....cant she just open her freaking eyes i so have a stead too...gosh....anyway cant really bother it.....just thought that i shld just write how i feel at least i feel better....

haven been going to church for quite awhile....i am already feeling really bad....i still cant find a church to settle down properly i guess.....anyway that i shall not think abt it too much...i am jobless now....i quit from my last job cause i cant stand those ppl there....they bully me...hmph....think i am gonna start finding again next week or sth...if not i dont know how am i gonna survive in the next few months...well results are gonna be out in the next few days...15dec..pray hard good results for me....i am really scare.....trying not to think abt it too much....kk..i think i shall end here....talk so much...hehe...=).....miss ya guys....muckie...


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this is my baby

Is your birthday day 6 of the month?
Your Life
You are generous with people in need, sometimes to an extreme that peoplefind you nosey. Your hidden courage and dedication often surprise others.Your imagination is extremely unique.
Your Love
Your love life is on the smooth track because it grows from friendship. Although you may not make a sweet lover but your sincerity bring happinessto your couple.

this is mine

Is your birthday day 9 of the month?
your Life
You often have problem in promoting yourself, just because you don't knowhow to express your true self. On the other hand, you don't really care whatthey think. This is why people misunderstand you until they really get a chance to learn about your pleasant personality.Opposite sex find you mysterious and worth searching. Your wit is remarkablebut sometimes you are too fast to follow.
Your Love
You won't reveal your feeling even after dreaming about the same guy over and over. Your first love lasts forever. You are responsible to the feelingof your lover. The chance to betray your lover is none. You have luck withchildren. You Will be Happy Always with u r Love Marraige.


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did a lot a lot of thinking today and yesterday....i want to change....yes i want....i think my attitude shld change....i agree with lots of ppl that it suck....what wrong with me...haiz....there is some parts of me that i have really change but will they ever take notice of me.....i dont know...i used to think that flirting ard is fun....if i dont find for true love now....and get serious in a relationship.....when will i find for the right person for me.....i only know how to complain abt stuff....but dont know how to think properly at times....i still think i am childish at times....haiz....why must the world be full of problems.....i guess is part of our life....anyway went out with baby yesterday..saw her hp she recieve a sms from someone..shall not name out who is it....calling my own gf...baby xing....at that point of time tears wanna come rolling down my eyes...even right now when i am blogging it down....but i held my tears back....i want to be strong....i was surfing ard the net just now...decided to go to her blog....even her blog she call her baby xing....haiz...heart broken.....she told me that she will tell her to stop calling her baby xing...but it seem she haven...sad...dissappointed....upset...lost of words now....


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Saturday, December 03, 2005

hehe....wanna blog a bit b4 i go out......omg i think friendster is siao.....40ppl view me...yesterday only 27....this is getting creepy.....how come so many ppl view me in a short period of time....OMG....scary sia.....anyway....woke up abt 12..hehe....going out with mummy....then off to town to meet up with my baby but dont know what time can i meet her....cause she might be meeting her cousin first in the hospital.....finally can see her again....aft 2days...hehe...i only never meet her for two days but miss her so badly..haha....dont know how am i gonna take it if is for 1 week or more...haha....=P....anyway gtg now...need to bathe and get ready....will blog again when i come home...

tired...tired...tierd..walk so much today.....first acc mummy to go shopping...bought a bikini...necklace...anklet....hehe....then ltr headed to town...wah cant stand it that stupid ting let me wait for her for so long...luckily my cousin was ard to keep me acc first.....then ltr walk ard at the lime thing...saw this digi cam...wanted it so badly...so i bought it...but it suck..haha...so flash light..haiz...nvm..if i got $$ then i will really buy..then ltr baby reach town...met up with her....miss her so badly....then ltr of the night met up with hope church ppl....then go off....


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Friday, December 02, 2005

woke up abt 1+....haha.....thought can go out with baby today but in the end cannot...=(....cause she need to go to the hospital to see her cousin...her cousin just gave birth to a baby gal...hehe.. was looking for ppl to go out with me...but just cant find for anybody...then decided to stay home do up my blog...well add a little sth to it....hehe....hope you guys notice it...=P.....then got a call from mummy...asking me if i want to go down to westmall for dinner....and i said ok..hehe...ate bk then walk ard...mummy wanted to buy some accessories but she said was quite ex.....she will bring me to another place which sell the same type but cheaper....anyway my mummy bought for me the mashmellow dip with choc....yummmy......haha....just love it....then ltr daddy called...time to pick us up....=)....finally home sweet home.....


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Thursday, December 01, 2005

hehe......stayed at home one whole day so sianz....watch tv and slack one whole day...that all i did.....i miss my baby.....just met her yesterday....but i still miss her..haha...anyway finally change my blogskins....wheee.....is not really done yet....i am halfway to it...i will continue doing it tmr...dont feel like continuing for now...baby wanted to d/l maple....but in the end cannot....wahahahahaha.....so happy for her...haha....whhheeee.......no maple...haha...=P...can spend more time on me...JEDD STOP ASKING HER TO DL MAPLE K.....hehe....anyway i think that all i can say................hehe....maybe going out tmr.....so sianz have been out for the past few days.....hehe...kk.....oh wait just remember i just highlight my hair red...hehe...but cant really see i guess...and cut my hair.....kk....that all.....bb guys.....


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