i feel so weak

Friday, October 14, 2005

today got no school.....wheee....so happy...anyway olivia came over to my house today...suppose to sun tan....but she came so late...that the sun become rain....haiz....in the end we jst play ard the swimming pool..haha..then later help her paint her nails...and painted mine too....ewwww...for the first time i painted my nails purple.......haha...but i too lazy to take another colour...=P...then we sat down chat then my mum came home.....three of us chatted together...hehe..so cool...anyway xing sry i couldn't make it today......i will make it up to u one day k...oh ya and kriti sry abt today too.....tmr going ice skating with my cousin jill....wheee.... after for so long i am ice skating again...haha....this is fun....haha...anyway kinda of tired now.....gonna rest...hehe....

i tell myself to get over you....but i cant....everytime i try to forget you...you just appear in my mind or in front of me....i tell myself to give up on you....but is so hard cause i still love you and i cannot find another person to replace u in my heart....i know that we cannot never be together again.....but i belive in fate....i know the chances are really slim but i will never give up on the small chance i have....i am still concern abt ya....there is so many times i wish i could just ask ya out talk to ya on the phone sms you like b4 but i know what is your ans.....cant we be still as close as last time? is it that hard for you to be close to me....haiz....

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