i feel so weak

Thursday, August 25, 2005

haiz dearie is sick....really worried for him.....he is out with his grp of frenz.....haiz....haven fully recover yet and yet he is out with his frenz...well cant really blame him cause is his frenZ b'day and he got to go......well hope he will get well soon.....

anyway today suppose to meet xiuzhen in the morning but i overslept...receive so many miss call from her....haiz....so irritating...i mean i didn't did it on purpose....i msg her already tell her to msg me instead or calling me but she still insisted on calling.....i got no time to pick up phone calls....what dont you understand.....haiz.....anyway most probably....i might be moving church.....i dont know how to tell her...i scare she gonna think that weiling and me buck up or sth to change church together.....but the truth is not.....i wanted to move long time ago...but didn't have the courage to tell her only....but now when i really have....the only thing that is really stopping me a bit...is her calling...i bet she is gonna call lots of times....asking me to stay and stuff like this.....haiz......

anyway stayed home one whole day......really sianz..really wanna go out but i cant.....cause i went out yesterday alerady....actually i dot get my mum...it is holi why cant she let me out....i stay home also got nth to do...i never ask her for $$ to go out...so what is stopping her from letting me out...i really dont know....grrrr.....

i cant stand my sis....whenever she is at home.....she just get on my nerves....she is always be irritating me.....she think is fun..BUT is NOT....my god why do i have a sis like her......whenever she is at home i only get to use the com for awhile only.....is so unfair...totally.....grr...cant wait for the day when she get married and get out of the house....no one can snatch the com with me.....haiz...i am waiting....

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