i feel so weak

Thursday, March 31, 2005

haha....today got ofc test...haha....it was quite easy...haha...hope i pass.....=))).....anyway....i in sch today for 4 hrs oni lohz....dat meani attend two lesson oni....haha...so cool....i dun even noe....coz wasn't in sch yesterday...haha....den since my sch ended early wanted to meet bf..but so sad he doesn't wan mi to see him....haiz....but can't blame him la..coz he got test to study....haha...den my grp of frenz decided to go to imm...haha...wen there to eat....haiz..sianz tink i m going fatter already....argh....but i lost 1 kg...haha.....=p.....dunno how come oso...i have been eating a lot for the past few days lohz....=p....anyway.....so happy....after for so long...finally i have been takig my afternoon naps again...haha....=p....yiiipppppeee.....oh ya...sianz....my legs are still aching.....but at least i still can walk properly today in sch....haha.....=p..anyway chao liao...my show gonna start soon.....

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Wednesday, March 30, 2005

haha...today i pon sch...and wen to meet olivia to go to ecpand cycle...haha....cycle for like 2 hrs...so cool man...but it was quite tiring...came home my leg was kinda aching...sianz.....haha...anyway after dat wen to hv to meet my bf....hehe......=p.......miss miss miss him lots.......=p....haha.....anyway.....dat all i can say....oh ya took some photo again at ecp....i try to upload those pic...hehe....kk...tata....oh ya...today got simple plan concert....haha..my darlingneva go sp concert in the end....haha....so cool...coz hegot test the nxt day...

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Tuesday, March 29, 2005

haha....today so cool....mdm rohana neva come to sch today...so i got 2 hrs of break wen to my dar sch and meet him...haha...paiseh sia...his frenz keep making fun of us...haha...=p....but miss him lots....so long neva see him liao....haha....=)))...den ltr back to sch again...actully wated to skip classes coz lazy to go back to sch..haha...den i was tinking...haiz...nvm la...so i wen back to sch lohz..haha...=p.......oh ya...bobby help mi to upload thosesentosa pic already....very soon i m gonna ut them in my blog...ya...

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Monday, March 28, 2005

today....didn't really wan to go to sch today....coz damn tired ya...coz slept ard 3 sth last nitex.....was toking to my dear until 2 sth gonna b 3...so ya....anyway...miss him lots...ya...haven seen him for days....haha....haiz....anyway......sch ended early today...haha...coz my teacher didn't come...and she is not gonna come unti lthe 3o march...so cool.....so tink gonna meet my bf tmr....oh ya...shuwei b'day tmr...haha....happy b'day boi....=)))....haven get anything for him yet...sianz...oh ya....wen to put $$ into my bank.....but still so little...sianz lohz....haiz....mux start saving $$ liao......i m like gonna b broke every single day...i m like going out every single day lohz....my one whole week like not free...tmr gonna meet bf...den wed gonna go to ecp...den fri gonna meet bf den head to town....den sat might b going to sentosa....see....mi gonna b broke liao...can anybody b my atm machine....i will love u lots man...haha...oh.....ya juz remember....i pass my memory card to bobby today...so most pro i can post up those sentosa pic by today......haha...erm.....lett see wad else i can still say..er...feeling confused now....i dunno shld i bmyself wen i m in front of her....tok to her like we use to b....but i dun wan to make the first move...i m still waiting for her to say sry to mi....haiz.....dun wan to tok abt it already...haha...kk...i tink dat all bah......chao.....miss u guys...*muckzzz*

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Saturday, March 26, 2005

haha....decided to go to sentosa the last min...haha..wen wif nat shuting bobby and jie ying....yea...haha...wen u reach there.....no sun at all..so we decided to play cards first....den wen the sun is up we wen to the beah adn play for awhile..and shuting got push into the sea...haha...=p...oh ya...i saw shuwei and adelien they all at habourfront...haha...but we wen to diff beaches...haha....anyway..after dat it started raining so in the end we didn't do much there oso......but i did take some pic...so once my bf help mi to upload my com...i will post it up in the blog...haha.....

anyway after dat.....me and shuting wen to town.....nat and jie ying wen to chinatown and bobby wen home...haha....had great fun though....but i was damn tired la....haha.......

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Thursday, March 24, 2005

shawna came over today...and we took some photo....haha...

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dat all....haha....=)))))

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Wednesday, March 23, 2005

was damn bored in sch so we took it...haha...it was few days back wen we took it...

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took is last sat wif shuting....haha...

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Monday, March 21, 2005

well my holis r here....happy but sianz....got nth to do....watch tv den on com......

anyway i change my blogskin again.....haha...nice????it took mi quite awhile juz to do it k...so hope u like it...haha...=)))

oh this fri is good fri....hmm.....wondering wad am i gonna do on dat day.....haha.........

anyway.....shldb all cannot tink of wd else to say liao...haha....all i can say i m sp sianz....

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Sunday, March 20, 2005

yippeee finally wen to see princess on ice...haha....it was quite nice....but i was surrounded with little kids...haha...but there was a few teenagers and couple...so i didn't feel so xtra...haha...=p....anyway after the show mi and my dar wen to ps.....eat bk....den he got to go off to meet up wif his mum...

den met up wif olivia....walk ard.....was totally broke so didn't really do much...anyway i saw this skirt in heeren...was quite nice ya...but broke liao...so nope $$....called up my dar to buy for mi...haha....he say he gonna pay a bit oni...but dun care make sure he goona pay all for mi...haha...=p...

anyway after dat wen to my darling hse eat dinner there....spend time wif him for awhile den wen home...haha...oh...thks darling for being so concern abt mi.....he dun wan mi to go up the hill by myself....so he paid the cab fare to go his hse for mi....*lufe ya...*

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Saturday, March 19, 2005

wen out today wif shuting to town.....we were like walking frm heeren to ceni and back to heeren and ceni again....damn sianz la....coz we couldn't tink of any place to go...anyway....we wen to pastamania and eat....haha...and we saw this cute boi sitting beside of us....he frm japan....so kawani lohz....hahaha....anyway....we wen to esprit ltr....shuting wanted to buy some makeup stuff...and use mi to see if the product nice a not...they tried the eye liner....eye shadow...blusher and lip gloss on mi....i look damn wierd after dat...oh ya...juz remember there was this guy who changed his sex....he got boobs and dress up like a girl...he was helping ppl to do make up....not bad lehz...haha....wanted him to help mi do but instead someone else help mi....haiz...nvm....den ltr shuting bought some of the make up thing....which total cost her 45+ buck...which is damn ex...anyway....after dat i decided to take neo....so wen back to heeren and took....i will post up the neo one day once shuting send it to mi....den wen to marche and eat ice cream...haha...coz shuting was hungry...den wen back to ceni...walk walk ard...and decided to buy a top.....i was out of cash and my bank no $ liao....damn my mum is so gonna screw mi if she find out...den in the end shuting lend mi a bit....haha....gonna wear it tmr....

anyway finally gonna go princess on ice.....yippeee.....haha....opps....sound like i m childish...haha....but i haf waited for this day to come for so long...haha....haiz anyway damn tired nw...so tink i shld b slping soon...haha...

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Thursday, March 17, 2005

er...my sch holi are coming soon.....yippppeee....cannnot wait man.....FINALLy......whahaha.....
and oh ya...gonna watch princess on ice this sunday....yeahhhh.....haha..double joy joy....haha...but my darling think is chidlish....well i dun tink so...but who cares....he is going to follow mi....haha...=p....

today....i came to sch late....well it wasn't my fault....wen i reach the bus stop...i miss my first bus...den wen the second bus came....it was damn pack....den by the time my third bus came...it was like 8....den on my way to sch...there was a trafic jam....argh...haiz...anyway....sch ended early today...haha...thought of skipping classes today...but in the end i dun need...haha...

after sch...wen to town look for him....den headed to seragoon to buy his toopid cd....which took us like 1 hr to find for dat damn f***ing place....argh....den in the end we found it....he bought two cds for 20 bucks....n is like some topid cd....haha...shh....den after getting the cds....we wen to his hse.... erm....reach home ard 5+....haha....luckily my mum didn't say anything..haha....=p....hehe...

anyway....dat all.....gonna end here......haha.....miss u guys....haha....=p...

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Tuesday, March 15, 2005

i change alot since i move into ite....i duuno y....and i dun like the new mi....i rather go back to my old self....but i tink it take time....but how long?? i really dunno....it juz not the eliza i use to noe...i really hate myself now....my frenz in ite...dun really noe mi well...coz i m like keeping very thing to myself....this is not mi...i use to tell ppl abt my stuff.....haiz....duno wad up wif mi??hope dat i juz can go back to myself soon....

anyway.....today nth much happen...today morning got assesmbly....haha...got caught for my toopid earing..wen i so tink there is nth wrong wif it...wadeva dun give a damn,...at least i didn't get caught for my black finger nails....hehe...=p.....but i got booked...
haiz.... WADEVA...haha....today got ofo CA..haha...didn't really studied for it oso...i kinda of last min study of it.....but it turn out to b quite easy...haha...but i left few blanks.....opps...haha...anyway.....got back my result for my telephone skills...haha...thought i wld get a C.....haha...but nope nope.....i got a B....haha....at least is betta den a C...=p....

anyway...today after sch...wen to tian ling for awhile....see wei ling and her frenz play mahjong..haha...now i understand a bit already....haha....is quite easy actually....anyway...ltr my darling called mi..so i got to leave and meet him at westmall....we watch movie....after the movie...walk ard...den he send mi home...haha....so here i m blogging...hehe...and going to watch fruit basket....hehe...=p.....

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Wednesday, March 09, 2005

for the past few days it seem dat i m not as close to some ppl in my class already...it seem like we r difting apart....we seldom tok and stuff like this....haiz..kinda sad...is juz like i m losing my frenz....shall not say their names here...haiz...dun wanna tink abt it too much bah...

anyway nth much happen in sch today...skip pe today...wen to clementi mac wif shu ting...to haf breakfast...den met up wif lestor for awhile den goto sch liao....den ltr ard 12 plus i left sch early coz got nth to do....damn sianz....

wen to take mrt all the way to tp....but i stop at city hall to change mrt...but met up wif zach for awhile...haha...omg...i dun like his hair colour man....look so ah beng sia...haha..=x....den ltr wen to meet up wif joyce....oh ya...feel like cutting my hair today...i oso got no idea y...but got no idea wad kind of stlye i wan it to b....so in the end i neva cut....haha.....

haiz....damn sad didn't meet up wif my dar today...coz he got chapel after sch....and it ended quite late den after dat he wanted to go hoe...b'cuz he got test tmr....so in the end i neva see him...but he is going to haf hie holi neva week....so he will b like meeting mi after sch....he promise mi....hope he doesn't break it...=))

anyway.....my common test are like coming soon....here i m still slacking like hell...haha....it seem like i can't give a damn too...haha...so u cares man...haha...=p...

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Monday, March 07, 2005

this is wad my kor "zach" wrote in his blog....and after his blog i feel like puking...i didn't noe my kor is so horny...haha....=p....i tink he waiting for someone out there to go it for him sia...

A lot of ladies have so many inhibitions when it comes to giving fellatios. I have been asked questions such as, "Do you look at the penis?", "Do you drag your teeth?" "Should you blow an uncircumcised dick?", "Do you spit or swallow?" Well, women should lose their fears on this matter. It's not as hard as you think, and it can be very pleasurable. This is how I see it: Giving a blowjob is just like sucking a lollipop-it's smooth, it's sweet, and it's got a wonderful surprise when you reach the core! I'm sure it would be easier for you to do it when you and your partner have the same mentality

Take note that some people still put on a condom before they do fellatios just to prevent diseases. Well, whatever works for you. Just make sure you and your partner have cleaned yourselves and are comfortable and ready for the "job."

1. Kiss and Lick. I assume everyone knows how to kiss and lick; otherwise you wouldn't get this far. Softly kiss and lick the shaft, the base, the veins, the groin area, and the balls. Extending your kissing and licking all the way to the perineum area-that line between the ass and the end of his balls-would be fantastic.

2. Hands and Mouth. This is good because you can lick the shaft without worrying about taking the whole cock in your mouth. Grab the cock around the base and slide it up and down hand-job style, always in coordination with your mouth. Concentrate on the super-sensitive head and suck as hard or as softly as your partner likes. Some guys like hard grips, others like very soft grips. The same goes with the mouth action; just ask your partner what he prefers. Don't forget to close your eyes and feel the motion.

3. Texture. Just remember the rhythm. Some men enjoy a variety of motion so avoid repeating the same stroke.

4. The Cock Pull. Use both hands for direct penis stimulation. Start at the base then slide a hand up toward the tip, while placing the other hand by the base. Before it comes off of the tip, start the other hand moving up from the base toward the tip. It's like gently pulling a rope. Keep this up, gradually increasing speed. I heard this works marvels on some people who are on blood pressure medication or who have some other erectile problem. Saliva or some oil-based lubricant may be necessary

5. Deep Throat. Some people can do it, some people can't. Some people can resist the "gagging" reflex. And, well, it also depends on the size of the penis

6. The Butterfly Flick. Hold the base of the penis with one hand, then flick your tongue in and around the ridge and the underside of the penis.

7. Brushing. Put the penis inside your mouth and move as if you're brushing your teeth. Put the penis gently on the left side, let it touch the tongue then put it on the right side of the tongue.

8. Nibbling. Sometimes I find myself nibbling gently. Be very careful when you do this.

9. Silken Swirl. Put the penis in and out of your mouth and swirl your tongue clockwise and counterclockwise. This takes a lot of practice.

10. No Teeth, Please. Biggest mistake a lady can do is drag her teeth! A big no-no

11. Balls Action. Gently put the balls inside your mouth one after the other. But if you can do both, then go for it

12. Swallow! Remember, every guy's cum tastes different depending on what he eats. If you want his cum to taste better, give him more fruits such as bananas and papayas, or pineapple juice. I heard parsley is good, too. Red meat can make his cum more acidic. Since semen is fluid, the trick of swallowing is not to taste it at all. Just swallow

finally it ended....izzit it disgusting....this is how horny my kor is...haha...kk...io shalll stop toking bad abt him already la...haha...=))..

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Saturday, March 05, 2005

wen to my dar hse in the afternoon...den wen to great world city to catch a movie....haha...den wen to buy tix for princess classic on ice...haha....=p...i noe is for little kids to watch only...who cares...i like watching it...haha..but we bought the cheapest one....which cost like 27 bucks...is kinda of ex though....who cares....i juz wana watch it...haha....sadly.....dar had to leave early coz he got some toopid class dinner to go to.....den wen to toh yi and met up wif marus...ate my dinner there.....haiz...damn sianz after dat i wen home...it was the first time since i got home so early man.....haiz.....but i did enjoy myself...=)))

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Friday, March 04, 2005

haha....suppose to haf cca today after sch...i dun even noe until today....it was so like the last min lohz...so in the end i neva go..coz going out wif my frenz...haha...anyway...got ebk test today....i comfirm fail...one....so many thing i neva do....haiz...id un care liao...wanna drop ebk and take crn...but gonna miss my frenz man...i mean coz i will b in diff class frm them liao...haiz...anyway...after sch....while waiting for my frenz in sch today wen to see ppl basketball and play a little...haha...den ard 1 sth den i leave sch....wen to westmall and watchHITCH..... haha...is a nice movie....is a mix of comedy and a love story..so i tink ppl out there i advise u guys to watch..is really nice....haha...after the movie walk ard wm for a while den wen home...and here i m blogging lohz...haha....and feeling damn sianz nw...mayb going out tmr..to watch another movie...haha.... nth to say laio.....chaaaaooooooozzzzzz.......

*miss ya*

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