i feel so weak

Sunday, December 12, 2004

i haven been blogging for so long because i haven had the time....haf been working coming home late....and by the time i readh home i am too tired to use the com or either i cannot use the com...ya....so finally i am free today coz is a weekends....yup....haiz.....lots f things haf been happening to mi for the past few days.....ya.....dun wish to tok abt it....anyway...haf been watching movie...yup....nw i wanna watch blade...without a paddle...er....let see....can't tink of any rite nw...anyway....gonna do my christmas shooping soon...kinda of hate it....ya....still got no idea wad to get of for my frenz....haiz....oh ya i wanna highlight my hair can anybody tell mi wad colour is nice on my hair...hmmm......few more days to go and i am nt working anymore...yipeee....haha....=p...so cool.....and 5 more days to get back my results..*die*....i very scare i fail....i really wish i can go into ite..ya....hehe....

i keep telling myself dat we can never be more den frenz....but y izzit the more closer i get to u the more i like u...but i juz can't tell ya...coz i dun wish to hurt my feelings again...i really wish to ignore u but i can't i iwsh to disappear in this owrld and never ever come back again....coz i dun wan to b hurt anymore....this feeling is killing mi....*hating myself*

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