i feel so weak

Saturday, November 27, 2004

well....i haf been putting lyrics into my entry is b'coz i dun really haf the mood to write and those songs telling u guys who are reading my blog wad i am feeling rite nw....yup......well....nth really much happen to mi...ya.....juz found a new job again....damn sianz...coz is in my aunt office...got nth much to do one....but haha...can use the com...most of the time i spend my time chatting wif mi frenz..haha...=p....haiz....i haf no mood to eat ltr...i dunno y oso...haiz...well my life totally sux rite nw...mum haf been nagging at mi non stop today....it really irritating her mouth can neva get tired man.....haiz....well...going to listen to music nw and play gb....trying to cheer up alittle...=]....

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Tuesday, November 23, 2004

I heard you're doing okay

But I want you to know

I'm a dick

I'm addicted to you

I can't pretend I don't care

When you don't think about me

Do you think I deserve this?

I tried to make you happy but you left anyway

I'm trying to forget thatI'm addicted to you

But I want it and I need it I'm addicted to you

Now it's over

Can't forget what you said

And I never wanna do this again

Heartbreaker

Since the day I met you

And after all we've been through

I'm still a dickI'm addicted to you

I think you know that it's true

I'd run a thousand miles to get you

Do you think I deserve this?

I tried to make you happy

I did all that I could

Just to keep you

But you left anyway

I'm trying to forget that

I'm addicted to you

But I want it and I need it I'm addicted to you

Now it's over

Can't forget what you said

And I never wanna do this again

Heartbreaker

How long will I be waiting?

Until the end of time

I don't know why I'm still waiting

I can't make you mine

I'm trying to forget that

I'm addicted to you

But I want it and I need it

I'm addicted to you[x2]

Now it's over

Can't forget what you said

And I never wanna do this again

Heartbreaker

I'm addicted to you

Heartbreaker

I'm addicted to you

Heartbreaker

I'm addicted to you

Heartbreaker

I'm addicted to you

Heartbreaker

| iwillbe a~~happy~~gal ;

Thursday, November 18, 2004

You are my friend, my pal, my chum,
You're my sunshine when I'm glum.
The rain may fall, and I might too,
But I know you'll catch me when I do.
You're my shoulder to cry on,
And someone I can always rely on.
So to you I have to say,
That our friendship will always stay.
If I could have just one wish,
I'd grant you an angel's kiss.
And maybe then, you'd really see,
Just how much you mean to me.
No matter what, I'll love you too,
And if I die before you do...
I'll go to heaven and wait for you.
I'll give the angels back their wings,
And risk the loss of everything.
Just to prove
Our friendship is true,
I'm thankful to have a friend like you!

You're My friend,my companion,
through good times and bad my friend,
my buddy,
through happy and sad,
beside me you stand,
beside me you walk,
you're there to listen,
you're there to talk,
with happiness,
with smiles,
with pain and tears,
I know you'll be there,
throughout the years!
You are all good friends to meand I am grateful to you.

| iwillbe a~~happy~~gal ;

Tuesday, November 16, 2004

I can't sleep,
I just can't breathe,
when your shadow is all over me baby,
Don't wanna be,a fool in your eyes,
Cause what we had was built on lies,

And when our love seems to fade away,
Listen to me hear what I say,
I don't wanna feel, the way that i do,
I just wanna be,right here with you,
I don't wanna see,
see us apart,
I just wanna say it straight from my heart,
I miss you.....

What would it take,for you to see,
To make you understand,
that i'll always believe, (always believe)
You and i,
can make it through,
And i still know,
I can't get over you,

Cause when our love seems to fade away,
Listen to me hear what I say,

I don't wanna feel,the way that I do,
I just wanna be,
right here with you,
I don't wanna see,
see us apart,(see us apart)
I just wanna say it straight from my heart,
oh baby i miss you,
i do...

Cause when our love always fades away,
Listen to me hear what I say,

I don't wanna feel,the way that i do,
I just wanna be,
right here with you,
I don't wanna see, see us apart, (oh no ,see us apart)
I just wanna say it straight from my heart,
I miss you, i miss you,
i do...

I don't wanna feel,
the way that I do, (the way that i do)
I just wanna be, (just wanna be)
right here with you, (right here with you)
I don't wanna see, (don't wanna see)
See us apart,(see us apart oh baby)
I just wanna say it straight from my heart
oh baby i miss you, i do...

| iwillbe a~~happy~~gal ;

I called you today just to hear you say
You were not around
When the message was through, though I wanted to
I couldn't make a sound
I wanna tell you the things I've seen
I wanna take you to where I've been
And I wish you were here with me
Don't you know

I really miss you - yes I do - yeah
I really miss you
Ohhhh yeah I do

I'm writing to say I had a wonderful day
Hangin' with my friends
But the memory dies as the sun reach the skies
I'm alone again
I wanna tell you the weather is fine
When the night comes around you were on my mind
And I wish you were here with me
Don't you know

I really miss you - yes I do - yeah
I really miss you - yes I do - I miss you
I really miss you
Ohhhh yeah I do

I wanna tell you the things I've seen
I wanna take you to where I've been
And I wish you were here with me
Oh, don't you know

I really miss you - yes I do - yeah
I really miss you - I miss you

I called you today just to hear you say
You were not around
When the message was through, though I wanted to
I couldn't make a sound
I'm writing to say I had a wonderful day
Hangin' with my friends
But the memory dies as the sun reach the skies
I'm alone again

| iwillbe a~~happy~~gal ;

Tuesday, November 09, 2004

haha....haf been shopping....yippee.....on fri wen to town and watch princess dairiess 2......and on mon i got my salary wen to buy a skirt for myslef....hehe....wanted to buy some more...but kind of controlling myself...ya...hehe....den ltr wen to watch movie again....hehe...celluar...haha...actually i haf been watching movie for the past few days...i watch ladder 49...shark tale...the doll master...ya...so is like mostly all the show i watch already...haha...den after the movie i wen to nooch and eat my dinner it was really nice....but i got no idea which dish it was wen i accompany amy dat time to eat...haiz....coz it was really nice..yesterday....was kriti b'day...wen to play a trick on her...hehe...den ltr wen to pick marie...and meet at marina sqaure coz we wanted to play blowing...hehe...and end up we found out dat the blowing alley was close...so we decided to watch a movie.,..but there wasn't anytime suitable for us...coz we got to b backto kriti hse b4 1830...ya...hehe...so wen to ceni and play pool...haha....it was kinda cool...hehe...but i didn't really play much though...hehe...den wen to take neos.....and all of them bully mi.....haiz....so sad....anyway.....finally today...i can wake up ard 1++++....haha.....pig rite.....but pigs are cute k...hehe..anyway...tonitex i am going to haf dinner at kriti hse...ya....going wif mum...den tmr tonitex going to diana hse.... haha...no plans on fri....muz tink of sth to do on fri....hehe....in the afternoon....haiz...mayb i will juz go out wif kriti again and watch movie again...hehe....taxi....yipee.....

[ to lazy to continue......]

| iwillbe a~~happy~~gal ;

Sunday, November 07, 2004

yea.....yesterday was joyce b'day....ya...finally she is sixteen...hehe....anyway..wen to marina bay and eat steamboat and play blowing...hehe....den wen to town to slack for awhile...and joyce came over to my hse and stay overnitex...ya...we wen swimming...hehe....and nitex....frezzing sia...haha...den took some pic....and ltr wen to watch the show my girl...she bought the vcd over....ya...slp ard 3+...but i got hard time slping oso dunno y....hehe...den woke up ard 12+ by iain....haiz....haha....i wan to slp some more one lehz...haha....den my dad came back ask him if he cld buy back mac lunch for ur and he say okay...ya...so after eating joyce had to go over to her uncle hse...ya...and ltr i am going to westmall...and going to check how much i got in my bank and most pro they will bank in $4 into my account...ya..i am so out of cash liao lohz.....haiz....anyway.....haven buy present for kriti and jill......comifirm going to b so broke again soon.........*crying*..i am so poor thing....hehe....anyway....i had great fun yesterday..ya....hehe.=]...

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